Wednesday, January 01, 2014

You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath

in.
grey's anatomy.
candles.
victoria's secret.
singing.
nails as black as my soul.
cutie clementines.
les mis.
bottom eyelashes.
leggings.
pandora bracelets.
cheesecake.

out.
making your bf/gf your man candy monday/woman candy wednesday. *gag*
corsages.
2013.
firsts.
the fact that hollister is out but but i'm wearing a sweatshirt from there. oops.
decisions.
lime green.
finishing a tv series on netflix.
alarm clocks.
valentine's day.
immature people.

If you love me let me go

Random rant of the day brought to you by yours truly.
So I was thinking. Shocker right? Anyways, with it being a new year and all, I think New Years resolutions are dumb. I honestly don't believe in them. If you want something you should make it happen right then & there. How many people actually follow through with their New Years resolution anyways? Want to be skinnier? Do better in school? Get a steady boyfriend? Okay. Good for you. Now go make it happen, its your life. I kinda had this moment the other night where it hit me that as of right now I can literally do whatever I want with my life. I'm not even 16 yet. I still get to pick my career path and where to live and even where to go to college. I have all of these decisions ahead of me. Thats also insanely scary. I get to pick all of this stuff. Like my options are endless. The only problem is, making decisions is not my strong suit. At all. I never know what I want and I find myself second guessing anything and everything. Like what if I make the wrong choice? Choose the wrong thing. And the thing is, you usually never know how things would have ended up had you chose the other option. It just scares me how much one decision can change everything else in my life and idk its so overwhelming.
Anyways this is kinda going to be another rant too so.
Is physical cheating worse than emotional? Like would you rather your bf/gf have a random hook up once because they were really drunk or be in love with another person? I honestly can't decide which would be worse. I feel like if my (hypothetical) boyfriend were in love with another girl too it would be worse. Even if there wasn't anything physical going on between them, even if he was more in love with me. Just the fact that I wasn't enough would drive me crazy. Okay this rant is slowly getting dumber and dumber so
Rant #3
If a guy only does something sweet for you after he's totally screwed up then he's a grade A asshole. I mean girls shouldn't expect too much, guys aren't perfect as you can obviously tell by now. But if he literally never does anything sweet for you unless he has reasoning behind it then he's only looking out for himself. Like I'm not even saying he has to do something big. But just randomly bringing you coffee or candy or a note because he feels like it goes a long way. My friend has been on and off with a guy for several months now. Like almost 6. And he never really did anything cute &/or sweet. Until last week when she found out that while they were together he hooked up with several girls at parties. Then he sends her a dozen red roses. Like okay, the roses were nice & probably expensive but he's only doing that because he knows he screwed up and now he's trying to be all cute. Like no, it doesn't work like that. Not to mention he straight up lied about it too. She had questioned him after one night that seemed really sketchy and he denied everything. Two months later my friend finds out from her younger sister because she was friends with one of the girls he got with. Two days after she finds out a dozen roses end up on her doorstep. Moral of the story: Boys are assholes, and if they only send you flowers after they've screwed up don't forgive them. And hey, at least you got free flowers.
Seriously though, that guy is lucky I'm grounded or I would have snapped on him by now.
And I mean some of you guys are probably thinking I'm a total hypocrite right now because of the whole talking to a guy and kissing my ex and all that but I didn't lie about it. I straight up told the guy I was talking to the truth because whats the point in lying everyone finds out everything anyways. And hey, the guy I was talking to is still into me. Even though thats probably a bad idea considering my thoughts are a mess and I'm kinda a wreck sometimes and have no clue what I want but oh well we've been talking for a couple months now he knows all that.. I just kinda feel bad for anyone that gets too invested in me. Just because I don't get that invested in people. Saves you from getting hurt, let me tell you that. I don't want anything serious yet. I'll be 16 in a month. I want to be young & free and independent. I'd rather hang out with my friends than a guy like 90% of the time anyways. I have the rest of my life to be tied down.
Okay that was kinda 4 different rants sorry.
But I feel like this post is getting long so
XOXO Hannah

Saturday, December 28, 2013

Off black cadillac, midnight drive

We got a new puppy today. His name is Charlie and he's the cutest thing you've ever seen. He's so tiny and precious and he makes me happy. Who needs boys when you have dogs anyways. Dogs can't cheat on you or flirt with other girls while talking to you or try to get with your bestfriend. Not like I can really be talking but still. Animals are better than people thats for sure.
Turns out the big party that was the Friday we got out of school for break that I had to miss bc grounded got busted by 10:00 anyways. Guess thats what happens when literally everyone is going.

Hannah Thinks..
I need some serious retail therapy.
Being grounded sucks.
But its only for a month & in the grand scheme of things won't effect my life so I'll get over it.
Just one long lonely boring month.
I still want a hedgehog.
I'm getting really sleepy.
And its only midnight?
I watched the last episode of 90210 last night & now I'm sad :(
Even though that show made me hate my life.
Because the people on it lived in Beverly Hills & had such interesting lives.
Can I please just look like Annalynne McCord?
I actually like the song Replay x Zendaya.
Oops.
I'm reading The Host by Stephenie Meyer & it's good.
I like sleeping way too much.
Probably because I'm not thinking when I'm sleeping.

Well I'm out for the night guys.
XOXO Hannah

Friday, December 27, 2013

I don't know where I'm going but do you have room for one more troubled soul

Seems like I always start posting on here when I'm grounded. oops. Anyways. This time I'm grounded for sneaking out with my ex. Yes the ginger. Who I also kissed. While "talking" to another guy. I'm sure this sounds like a very interesting story but it's also extremely complicated and I'm kinda done talking about it because I'd rather not think about it anymore because it just kinda overwhelms me. And that was an extreme run on sentence and I don't even care. So.
I finally read A Fault in Our Stars by John Green. Such a good book. Even if you aren't a book reader I'd recomend checking it out anyways. The guy has a way with words thats for sure.
Anyways I was reading my older blog posts and cracking up because of how different everything is now. Can't believe I've had this blog since I was in 8th grade. If only I was still as innocent as I was in 8th grade. My life might be a little simpler. Oh well you can't really change the past though so its whatever.
Being grounded gives you alot of time to think.
Random thought of the day: I'm actually really pissed that I didn't go to Rocky Horror Picture Show when they had a show here. Like I mean dressing like a slut and hanging out with trannies and being crazy and stupid for a night sounds pretty dang perfect to me. So thats definitely on my bucket list. I am going to it at some point. I wonder if any of my friends would go with me though tbh...
But I think we might be getting a new puppy. A morkie. They're adorable if you've never seen one before. We're going to the breeders tomorrow to look at the puppies. I'm so excited. Animals make me so happy.
I got a keyboard for Christmas. Oh yeah Merry Christmas btw. If anyones even reading this. Might as well be polite though and say it. But back to the keyboard. I'm going to start taking lessons again. I can read music somewhat and create scales and know my rythms decently well because of choir. But its been a couple years since I've actually played. I'm pretty excited about picking it up again. I feel like it will be relaxing for me. I honestly love anything that can get me to stop thinking. I have such a hard time relaxing sometimes. I have anxiety that will get so bad that I feel nauseous and won't eat and then I'll start feeling light headed.. Even though thats probably just because I wouldn't eat. But yeah. Reading helps. And doing puzzles. Or washing dishes. Anything that can get me to concentrate on something other than the mess inside my head that are supposed to be my thoughts.
Is it bad that my 16th birthday is in a month and I'm honestly not even very excited. Idek why. My birthday is usually my most favorite thing ever. And its my 16th birthday too. Thats supposed to be a big deal. I'm just kinda over growing up. I'm so done with highschool. Everything is just so dumb and the things that are important now won't matter in 5 years so I just try to not care about things but that just seems to complicate things even more. I never know what I want. I don't want a boyfriend honestly. I always seem to get caught between wanting two guys who both like me. And that ends with me not being able to make a decision and doing something stupid and getting grounded and ultimately ending up not exactly unhappy, but definitely not happy either. Just kind of blah. That kinda explains my being. Just blah about everything. Everythings just there. I get mad and upset but I get over stuff in about 10 seconds too so. I don't hold a grudge. I can't. I don't think I care enough to honestly. I feel like such a spoiled little brat beacuse I have a great life but I'm just so sick of everything.
I know what I want once I leave highschool though. I want to go to college, IU maybe or some other big school. Get a degree in law and/or business. Move to a bigger city. Chigaco, St. Louis idk somewhere not here. Work there for a while getting my groundwork laid out for the future, live alone in an apartment with my cute little cat that loves me. Then move to a big city. Either in New York or Cali. Depends on which I like better. Then once I'm living there I can meet whoever I'm going to marry. I'll get married in my late 20's. Like at least 27. Then maybe once I'm 30 I'll consider having kids. Or a kid more likely. Idk I don't really want kids so. And I don't want to get married until I'm older because I want to be able to get my life figured out by myself before I have to worry about a husband or kids. I'm not letting someone hold me back from getting what I want.

in.
new puppies.
glee.
af.
cat lounges.
red lipstick.

out.
being in highschool.
here. as always.
headaches.
birthdays.
capital letters.

XOXO Hannah


Friday, December 06, 2013

Dropping glasses just to hear them break

In.
Warm.
White.
Drums.
Hairspray.
Candles.
Cooking.
Tanning.
Gatsby.
Dark.
Waves.
Dresses.
Relationships?

Out.
Past.
Curfew.
Overthinking.
Brothers.
Pink.
Plates.
Guilt.
Dances.
School.
Sleep.
Hollister.
Relationships?


Put up your hands, say I don't wanna be in love

Wow I haven't posted on here in a while uhm hi idek what to do anymore to be honest hahah. 

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

You are the antidote to everything except for me

Hannah thinks..
I haven't posted forever..
Sorry babes.
But I am now so.
Boys that can drive. >>>
Spring break is the best thing ever.
Other than its like 40 degrees.
Glee is so stereotypical.
This English project is killing me.
This summer is going to be perfect.
I'm so over boys that play football.
And basketball.
And soccer.
But hey.
Baseball players are still fun to look at.
Being in a food fight would suck.
I'm talking to a guy in a band.
You guys are all jealous right now.
Don't even lie.
He sings and plays the guitar.
And can drive.
Yeah.
Try to contain your jealousy.
Twitter is addicting.
But Instagram is better.
I love food.
I want Taco Bell.
And I want to go to prom.
Just ask me to prom already.
I heart shopping.
Well bya lovelies.

XOXO--hannah


Sunday, December 16, 2012

Well maybe it's me & my blind optimism to blame

Well. This weekend was interesting to say the least...
Friday was our Holiday Choir concert. It went really well. The Hallelujah chorus sounded AMAZING. My dad recorded it so I actually got to listen to that song. Afterwards a group of 4 of us went to our friend's house for her birthday.
I'm getting stalked. Seriously. By my pyscho ex. They were stalking my house & my mom thinking she was me Friday night at like midnight. Thank god I wasn't home... It went on for about an hour. But my mom thought they were going to try to get in our house. My parents almost called the police...My mom calls me & is freaking out worried that they might try to come and find me since they had 2 older guys & a getaway car with them... I was so scared. What the heck are they trying to accomplish? For hating me so much they sure take alot of time out of their lives to obsess over me.
HE dumped me. Not the other way around. And I'm sorry I wouldn't get back with his sorry self again when he came begging for me back. I was done & I told him that straight up. He's just not used to being told no by anyone. He seriously gets whatever he wants.,
Oh, & to make the whole thing better, when my mom realized who it was & she knew one of the guys she screams "I'm calling your mother!"... Although according to her he looked very scared after that. And his mom did flip out when she called him.
But it's not like they're just ding dong ditching or tping us.. This is like harassment. Seriously They were yelling "Hannah's a bitch" and other stuff at our house so loud it woke up our neighbors.. And I haven't even talked to any of these guys since this summer. Psycho idiots.
But me & my clever self changed my ex's name in my phone to "Not Worthy of Having Your Name in My Phone". Pretty clever right? I was cracking myself up with that one. And I don't want to delete his number so that if he tries to text or call me I'll know it's him.
And I changed the guy that got me grounded's contact to Lying Cheating Idiot. That's about as nicely as I could put it.

On the brighter side of things...
I'm ungrounded.
And there's the attractive guy in my English class with the dreamy eyes who sends me cute goodmorning texts. (:
And my bestfriends <3

And I really hope my ex knows that I can think of several people who would willingly beat the crap out of him if I asked them too. He's such a douche. Just saying.

Kisses--Hannah

Thursday, December 13, 2012

I'm the barbie on the boardwalk summer of '45

In.
Glitter!
Being smart.
CAPITAL LETTERS.
:D
My blog. (duh)
Christmas music.
Owls.
TPing
Pictures.
Biology & the fact that we do nothing.
Painting nails during class.
Having my phone back.
My friends.
The fudge we made.
Marshmallow fluff.
Infinity scarves.
Pandas.
My heels for Santa Switch.
Sparkly calculators.
Saying "kisses".
Being happy.
Happy songs.
Movie nights.
My little brother playing a donkey in his pre-school play.
(: (cute smiley faces)
Boots.
Our elf.
Baby lips.


Out.
The fact that I used to use 2 commas.
Cats.
Basketball players.
SLOW TEXTER BACKERS.
Ding dong ditching at 2 am.
Having a mini panic attack after being ding dong ditched at 2 am.
Salmon. (the color)
My puppy. (she bit my pinkie)
Essays.
C lunch.
Thursday lunches.
Tornado drills.
People pulling the fire alarm when it's freezing outside.
How annoying I must have been in 6th grade.
:) (awkward smiley faces)
Being the ugly twin. (hehehe)
Using the letter "u" instead of "you".
Eavesdroppers.
Capitalizing i.

You know you love me.
Kisses--Hannah

And it's you and me and all other people, and I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

Hola chicas!
Not that I got a B on my Algebra test or anything. Meaning I can exempt my final! Yayayayayay!!! And I got an instagram. And I'm making fudge and chocolate covered pretzels today after school for our concert. How exciting, right?
And guess who got a "Good morning beautiful" text this morning? This girl. I was grounded for too long...
Now all I need is my Twitter back & everything will be perfect. <3
Anyways. To say thank you to the guy who has been helping with my math & is pretty much the only reason I got a B on my test, I'm bringing him some of the pretzels & fudge. Gotta love me, right?
Only half an hour left in school, thankfully. I'm almost absolutely sure I aced my U.S history test to so everything's good. Now I just have to study for my finals in Biology & French & English & Choir & gym. Why must we have a final in gym? Whyyy? Why do we even have gym. Not like we accomplish anything anyways.
Christmas countdown: 12 days!
We have the elf on the shelf for my little brother & guess what the "elf" brought me? Baby Lips in Pink Punch. Thank you Elfie <3
It's realllly pink though... I'll post a picture of my very pink lips later.
I'm excited for this weekend too!
And next week is our last week of school before Christmas Break!

Anyways... Here are some pictures I just found from before I got my phone taken away..

 This is my new calculator!!!
 <333
 I looked cute that day...
 My bestest friend <3



 


Kisses--Hannah

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Before you, I'd only dated self-indulgent takers, that took all of their problems out on me.

Hello chicas!
That's my new word. You like? It means girl in Spanish if you didn't already know.. Even though I take French. But oh well. Chica sounds cuter than fille (girl in French). And I refer to pretty much everyone as either doll, love, darling, babe, & now chica. How cute is that?
Anyways. I am officially ungrounded as of today. I spent pretty much all day texting. I missed people so much.
But sadly, next week is finals week. I'm kinda totally stressing out. I didn't really think finals were going to be this stressful but everything has been so hectic. * Sigh*
But on the bright side, I have my phone back and some friends are coming over tomorrow to make fudge & chocolate covered pretzels for our Holiday Concert cake & cookie walk on Friday.
I'm so excited for Christmas...
I really probably should be studying some more for my U.S History & Algebra 2 tests I have tomorrow.
But I was seriously getting really stressed out. So I decided to blog a bit.

Shoutout to this cute guy in my English class who is the only reason I get anything we are doing right now in Algebra class. Not to mention, you would be really cute with my best friend. Just saying.
See, told you I'd talk about you since I "talk about everyone on my "book" as you call it".

Anyways. Today was all about letting go of the past & starting over for me. Every single old sweet message, or picture, or bracelet or anything from the ginger is now gone. Deleted. Erased. Thrown away.
Here's to new beginnings & a happier me.
I've seriously been so happy the past couple months. Not talking to guys makes life so much more simple. Not even kidding.
Too bad that probably won't last long. Oh well. But I have decided I'm not going to let guys change my mood or have as much of an effect on me ever again. I mean, there's nothing wrong with flirting right?
That funny moment when I legitimately had to shoo guys away from my locker today. My friend thought it was hilarious. She was like you would be the girl that has to shoo guys away from surrounding her locker.
So on Friday after our choir concert we're going to my friend's to sleepover for her birthday. And I'm ungrounded. So I can go!!!! Yay <3
That sad sad moment when my best friend was sick on my first day of being ungrounded. *Tear* we just texted all day..

Anyways.

Hannah Thinks...
Finals.
*Sigh*
The fact that nobody will let go of the "dreamy eyes" incident..
Although dreamy eyes will get you places in life in my book.
Especially if they're brown.
Just saying.
The fact that I don't get mny 3rd exemption because I was late.
Once.
And not even by a minute.
So freaking annoying.
My puppy is sleeping with me tonight.
Jealous anyone?
Jaykay.
I miss my bestfriend </3
I need a girls night ASAP.
With the Notebook & Titanic and chocolate.
I got a purple glittery calculator.
Hopefully it will bring me good luck on my test tomorrow...
Stay Stay Stay by Taylor Swift is my happy song.
It seriously makes me so happy.
It's so happy & cute & innocent.
I adore it.
Would it be weird if I started saying kisses instead of bye?
Actually...
Don't answer that.
I'd look really stupid.
Oh well.
I might do it anyways.
You've gotta embrace your stupidness.
It makes everything alot more fun.
Not even kidding.
My legs are really smooth.
So soft...

Bye my darlings <3

XOXO (kisses) --Hannah

Sunday, December 09, 2012

I'm known to walk alone but I'm alone for a reason

Hey loves.
So I had a very chill weekend and didn't go anywhere... But I was just getting ready for next weekend. Because it's my first ungrounded weekend in 3 months!!!!!!!!!! I'm free as of Wednesday!!!
So freaking excited.
Is it sad that I'm already planning what to wear?
And Christmas is in 16 days! How exciting is this?
Very exciting, I'm aware.
Andddd me & my sister might even be getting Iphones! <3
This just keeps getting better and better.

Oh yeah. And before I forget I would like to give a shoutout to the lovely people who decided to repeatedly ring our doorbell last night at 2 am. Thank you so much for waking me up. And being kind enough to wait 3 minutes before ringing the doorbell again just in case we didn't hear the first time,. How very thoughtful of you.
Probably my douche of an ex and his friends again... They ring the doorbell the same way everytime so it's a slight give away on their part. How smart are they?
Annoying people nowadays.  Not to mention I had just watched Don't be Afraid of the Dark before going to bed. I was slightly freaked out of those little creepy monkey/bat/rat things being underneath my bed and had a mini heart attack the second time they rang the doorbell since I just figured the first time it had been a dream and I imagined it.. And I like never get scared from movies or anything either. But those things were really really really creepy. Not even kidding.

Not that I'm listening to Strip by Chris Brown and totally dancing all by myself while I'm typing this... I really need to start getting out of the house more...



See how creepy they are! Don't lie, you totally just did a little mini gasp/scream.
Or maybe it's just me & the fact that I gasp/scream during movies... alot...
Not my fault I startle easily.

Anyways. You know what's really hot? When guys wear sweaters. And jeans. And match. Yum <3

I was just thinking about how I got to see Hunter Hayes live this summer. He's so cute <3 He really is. Go look at a picture of him. And he told me he wanted to make me feel wanted. How hot is that?

Now I'm listening to Rack City.

Dear Tyga's Voice,
Marry me?

Seriously. There is something insanely sexy about it, not gonna lie.
Although he seems rather cocky... And like a player.
*sigh* Aren't they always.

Hannah's List of Hottness.
When guys sing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
When guys match >>>>>>>
When guys wear sweaters >>>>>>
When guys wear Vans >>>>>
When guys are smart >>>>
When guys are funny >>>>>>>>>>
When guys are confiden but not cocky >>>>>>>>>
When guys get along with your best friend >>>>>>>
When guys play with yoiur little brother >>>>>>
When guys dress in the preppy Abercrombie style >>>>>>>>>>>
When guys are tall & skinny but not too skinny >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
When guys text you goodmorning >>>>>>>
When guys call you gorgeous >>>>>>>
When guys play basketball >>>>>
When guys play soccer >>>>>>>
When guys play football >>>
When guys have abs >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
When guys have kittens >>>>>>>>
When guys watch movies with you >>>>>>>

XOXO--Hannah

Wednesday, December 05, 2012

'cause he look like a superstar in the making

In.
Being ungrounded.
Cute North boys.
Christmas.
The fact that I'll be 15 in less than 2 months.
Cruises.
Wrapping presents.
Girls nights.
Dancing.
Long hair.
Brown eyes.
Auburn hair.
The new music coming out right now.
Salsaing.
Green Days.
Dark chocolate.
Target.
The mall right now.
Christmas Lights.
My mom's obsession with the song Santa Baby.
Pencil eyeliner.
Sweatshirts & Uggs.
Shimmer lotion.
Pure seduction <3
Being tan.
Va Va Voom by Nicki Minaj.
Braids.
The Twilight Score station on Pandora.
Gold.
Sweaters.
Dream catchers.
Pinterest.
The fact that my best guy friend called me last night >>>
Not seeing certain people every day.
My nose.
The things my brother says.
My eye makeup for Santa Switch.

Out.
Taking tests.
Finals.
Guys with blue eyes.
The fact that Drake hasn't put out a new song in forever.
Notes.
U.S History.
White days.
Girls at lunch.
Being dramatic over stupid things.
Soccer players.
Black.
Fake nails.
My hair today.
Graphing.
Trying to type with my fake nails.
This class.
Missing people.
The annoying people I get to deal with every day.
ALGEBRA 2.
The Song Gangnam Style. Most annoying thing ever.

XOXO-Hannah

Tuesday, December 04, 2012

Don't you worry, don't you worry child

That awkward moment when cute English class guy does read my post. Thanks to my so called best friend.... IN English class. Then awkwardly looks over at me with his cute brown eyes. *Sigh* Well this is awkward.
But I just thought I'd mention...
I'M UNGROUNDED IN A WEEK!
Sorry. Just had to get that out there. Anyways.
 Before Santa Switch with Emma
 French Manis
 The girls. This is my mom's terrible photography. Better pics later, promise.
 Emma & Jessica <3
 My puppy isn't cute when she's wet...
 Not that she's licking herself or anything...
 How adorable are we?
 I feel like I look like one of those trashy annoying girls on facebook posting a gazillion pictures of my self in this one...
Fishy face!

XOXO--Hannah

P.S

Now I really look like a trashy facebook girl... I was trying this time though. I have way to much free time... But I won't in a week. Because I'M UNGROUNDED!!!! Hello my lovely social life <3

Okay. Bye.

Monday, December 03, 2012

All that I know is I don't know how to be something you miss

Hello guys.
So Santa Switch was on Saturday. And I actually had alot of fun. Without a date. But I did slow dance with this super cute guy from my English class. Like super cute. With really cute brown eyes. Brown eyes <333333 But he was actually there with this sophmore girl as his date and she got mad when she saw us dancing so I kinda feel bad.  But he's cute & nice so it's whatever. And my best friend had him put his number in her phone & they were texting about me... Hmm.
North guys are so much nicer than Central guys. They're getting cuter too. Me & the guy I danced with got my bestfriend a guy to dance with. He was really cute too. Best friend award over here. I'll post some pictures from the dance later.
But anyways. That awkward moment when English class guy reads this post about him... Oh well. If I didn't talk about boys what would I have to say that would be entertaining... So freaking cute...
*sigh*

Hannah Thinks...
I'm ready for next year's Santa Switch already.
We even went to Cheeseburger in Paradise afterwards!
And then slept over at my friends house.
8 hours in my dress was long enough for me though.
And I made the musical!
It's Into the Woods & I'm in the chorus.
I'M UNGROUNDED IN 7 DAYS!!!!!!!
yayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayay
My best friend says I get every guy I want.
Not true.
Most of the guys I want end up being douches anyways.
Me and my sucky judgment.
How sad is that.
My poor poor puppy had to get a bath...
She wears sweaters.
And one has balls on it!
I should probably being doing my laundry so I actually have clothes to wear.
The boys at North are definitely getting cuter.
I can't wait to be ungrounded.
Soccer players aren't that cute anymore.
Some people don't know how to dress.
When guys dress cute >>>
When guys have brown eyes >>>
And I can actually say that now.
Yahno.
Since my last boyfriend was a ginger w/ blue eyes.
Bleh.
I reallly really really really really really hate the song Payphone.
So much.
I want to look cute tomorrow.
Psh what am I saying?
I look cute everyday.
Jaykay.
I looked awkward today.
I'm not a cute sick person.
And I'm still lacking sleep from Saturday.
Even though all I did yesterday was sleep.
Finals are in a few weeks :/
My fake nails are getting annoying.
I'm so happy I switched to North.
Guess what guys?
My life is still boring right now.
But guess what?
It won't be in a week?
Because guess what?
I'LL BE UNGROUNDED!!!!
Go me.
I just sneezed and scared my dog.
Hehehehe.
I really need to get a life...
I'm such a dork sometimes.
Oh well.
It's hot.
Gotta love me.

XOXO---Hannah

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

I guess you didn't care & I guess I liked that

My sad grounded life won't be so sad or grounded in a couple weeks!
And I got my Santa Switch dress <3
Me & my lovely best friend <3 Better pictures later since I definately don't look my best...
But Anyways. It's almost Thanksgiving! There is something about this time of year that seriously just puts me in the best mood ever.
Like we went to the mall on Saturday so I could get my shoes and jewelry for Santa Switch and I loved it. There is something about the mall at Christmas time that makes me happy. So pretty.
But anyways.

Hannah Thinks.
The fact that Clique by Kanye West is me & my bestfriend's favorite rap song >>>
My puppy has a sweater.
Her sweater has balls on it!
My uncle lives in California.
Not even fair.
California is definately at the very top of my places to live list.
I kinda want to get my nails done for Santa Switch...
I need to get tan though.
But it's going to have to be a fake tan...
I burn to easily, especially if it's not even summer.
#whitegirlprobs.
That sad moment when I can never get my binder down from the top shelf in the cabinet in Bio.
#shortgirlprobs.
There's alot of those.
Like the fact that my yoga pants are way to long.
Even if I wear them with my 2 inch character heels. Still too long.
*Sigh*
I can't wait for Summer again.
Not that me and my friends will mock my ex or anything.
Including taking those fag like pictures with our shirts up in mirrors.
We're cute.
Songs with Nicki Minaj in them >>>
Alicial Keys "Girl on Fire" >>>
I've been eating alot of carrots.
I'm pretty sure I don't even like carrots?
Guys wearing sweaters >>>
Guys that can do flips >>>>>>>>>>
We see awkward people on our way to school.
Some people deserve to win the worst parenting award of the year.
I swear.
I want to live in a green house!
My U.S History teacher isn't here.
Yesss <3
I can just listen to the Taylor Swift album over & over.
Especially I knew You were Trouble.
My puppy is my bestfriend.
How lame am I?
I'm excited for Thanksgiving <3
My birthday is on a Friday!
He was long gone when he met me.
I <3 my princess dress.
My little brother is the cutest thing ever.
I don't want to watch this video...
My hair is poofed today.
Hehehe.

XOXO--Hannah

Monday, November 12, 2012

Tell me, am I crazy?

My sad grounded life... Special Picture Edition!! :D

 My new shoes <3 (and Alex)

 Kisses *mwah*
 We were mocking people... I've taught him well.
 The overdone peace sign...
Uhh.
 Well hello there.
 His face >>>
 We cuutee.
 His missing tooth!
Acting like a zombie?

XOXO-Hannah
~No Regrets~

Friday, November 09, 2012

Do you hear that love, they're playing our song

Hey lovelies.
So it's 9:12 on a Friday night... And guess what I'm doing? Blogging. Story of my sad grounded life. I mean, I love you guys, but still. I can think of many many things I would rather be doing right now.
Oh well. My sister who is only in 6th grade has a more interesting social life than me right now. *Sigh*
So I have a new obsession with the singing group He is We. Pure amazingness. <333
But anyways. So me & my bestfriend were catching up on our Salsa showchoir dance today in enrichment... And random choir people were coming and watching... Including super sexy junior band singer guy I talked about a couple posts ago. How the heck am I supposed to be salsaing when all I can see is his perfect face in the second row? Not my best work sadly.... I get distracted to easily.
At lunch almost everyone has a specific table they sit at every day. But they rearranged the commons so now the tables are all messed up and people keep taking our table... So I thought it would be the cutest idea ever to make a little reserved placecard we could put on our table while we were waiting in line so nobody could take it. Like I could make it all glittery & pink! But of course, some of they girls I sit with care too much about what people think of them and are all like "Nooo you can't do that people will be say we're preps and blah blah blah". So? Who really even cares? I've embraced it. It's not our fault we dress nice & are generally happy as people. I mean really. So I'm going to make a sign anyways. Aren't I a rebel.
I look so cute tall. I wore these boots with a heel today & looked adorable.

Hannah Thinks...
I'm so excited for Christmas!
Tall & skinny guys >>>
Too skinny guys <<<
(Although according to my mom I could just bring him food and fix that...)
I have been introduced to the world of hot black guys.
Not even kidding.
Yummy.
Especially after Thompkins where there was a total of 2 black guys.
And they were only half black.
And acted whiter than half of the other people at our school...
Me + High Heels = Adorable.
Not to sound conceited or anything.
Romeo and Juliet makes no sense.
Shakespeare really was a perv.
Seriously.
And Romeo was a player.
Sound like society today or is that just me?
Pumpkine spice lattes from Starbucks are actually orange...
Ratchet cheerleader buns...
Yes, I did just say ratchet.
Judge me as you please.
I probably deserve it.
I get to make a pumpkin pie!
I just want to quote all the lyrics to the song Dear John by Taylor Swift.
I would really like to tell a couple guys off right about now.
And so would several of my friends.
Stupid lying idiots.
My currently nonexistent & slightly dorky but cute at the same time boy >>>
You're out there somewhere <3

I'm so lame...

XOXO--Hannah

~No Regrets~

Monday, November 05, 2012

It feels like the perfect night to dress up like hipsters & make fun of our exes

In.
Red.
Fall.
French.
Leggings.
Romeo & Juliet.
Booties (the shoe).
Wobbling (the dance).
Pinterest.
Puppies wearing sweaters.
Cute & sweet but interesting boys.
Pumpkin Pie.
Pacsun.
Heated blankets.
Cherries.
The middle of nowhere.
Spoon rings.
Vintage.
Gold.
Long hair don't care.
My bestfriends.
Lucky Charms.
Mochas.
The guy I had my first kiss with...
Cruises!
Taking your bestfriend on the cruise with you.
All of the hot guys on the cruise.
Being stuck in the middle of the ocean with said cute boys on the cruise.
White ipods/iphones.
Glitter.
Cotton balling.
English class.
Grippos.
My binder.
Leather.
Pearls.
Taylor Swift.
Bruno Mars's new song.
Straight hair.
Dear John--Taylor Swift.
Nutella.
Cooking.
Siberian Huskies.
Jeeps.
Having a job.
A masquerade sweet 16.
I Won't Give Up--Jason Mraz.
Thanksgiving.
Paintings.
Blogging.
The cute sayings on Dove chocolate wrappers.


Out.
U.S History.
White.
Being cold.
Getting bored.
Ding-dong ditching.
Memories.
Getting too attached too fast.
All of the cute & sweet but interesting boys having girlfriends.
Sperry's.
Halloween.
Crying.
Annoying exes.
Stupid movies.
GYM.
Marshmallows.
Buses.
Awkward first kisses.
The Kardashians.
M&M's.
Prank calls.
North Guys (although they are growing on me).
Central Guys.
My height.
Rude people.
Not being able to drive.
Teachers.
Gangam Style.
Bugs.
Giving up on people.
Being too forgiving sometimes.
Cheaters.Cheaters.Cheaters.Cheaters.Cheaters.Cheaters.
Liars.Liars.Liars.Liars.Liars.Liars.Liars.Liars.Liars.Liars.
Being grounded.

XOXO--Hannah

~No Regrets~






Author of the moment, can you tell me, do I end up, do I end up happy?

Well hello their guys.
So Halloween was Wednesday, & even though I'm still grounded my parents let me have friends over & we walked around my neighborhood.
Then, of course, my douche of an ex had to come and be and idiot and ruin my night. Although I was already kinda a mess that day... I have my days.
But I always end up crying on Halloween. Seriously though. And I'm pretty sure he's the reason I started crying last year too... Although it was for a completely different reason and it wasn't something bad he did.. But oh well. Screw him anyways.
But he comes to my door, and of course after I look hot all night, I'm in my FREAKING PAJAMAS with wet hair when he decides to come to my house. Just my luck right. But my sister answers the door and he's like "Is Hannah here? Tell her -inserts his name here- said hi". Then they come and ring our doorbell again? Idiots...
But him and his friend who is also one of my best friends exes won't leave me & her alone. Their spreading these rumors about "stuff" we apparently did with them. Such liars. It's not my fault you're so insecure you have to make up stuff to make you look better since I'm pretty sure ALL that happened that night was us watching a movie & cuddling & kissing, if I remember correctly, which I'm rather sure I do? You seemed perfectly fine with that at the time. Go fall in a hole with your douchey friends.
And then they came & just rang my doorbell a couple times then ran and jumped in a car & drove off on Friday? Wow, aren't you mature. "Hey guys, let's go ring my (totally beautiful) ex girlfriends doorbell then run away for fun".
Wait, are we in 3rd grade again or something? Aren't you cute.
Okay done ranting. I promise.
So my current theme song is I Knew You Were Trouble. by Taylore Swift. Pretty much my life story. but really.
Her whole new album is amazing actually. I'm obsessed with the song 22 on it too.
I'm so excited Christmas is coming up! I've actually picked out some stuff already... Including a totally adorable pair of lightwash denim destroyed Bulhhead Black jeans with light glitter on the from Pacsun! I'm obsessed.

Hannah Thinks...
I hate writing papers.
football players all talk the same.
I need a Santa Switch date.
I suck at math.
I have a C in English.
Whatttt?
I used a blow torch this weekend.
Don't doubt me.
This suckssss.

XOXO--Hannah

~No Regrets~