Do you hear that love, they're playing our song

Hey lovelies.
So it's 9:12 on a Friday night... And guess what I'm doing? Blogging. Story of my sad grounded life. I mean, I love you guys, but still. I can think of many many things I would rather be doing right now.
Oh well. My sister who is only in 6th grade has a more interesting social life than me right now. *Sigh*
So I have a new obsession with the singing group He is We. Pure amazingness. <333
But anyways. So me & my bestfriend were catching up on our Salsa showchoir dance today in enrichment... And random choir people were coming and watching... Including super sexy junior band singer guy I talked about a couple posts ago. How the heck am I supposed to be salsaing when all I can see is his perfect face in the second row? Not my best work sadly.... I get distracted to easily.
At lunch almost everyone has a specific table they sit at every day. But they rearranged the commons so now the tables are all messed up and people keep taking our table... So I thought it would be the cutest idea ever to make a little reserved placecard we could put on our table while we were waiting in line so nobody could take it. Like I could make it all glittery & pink! But of course, some of they girls I sit with care too much about what people think of them and are all like "Nooo you can't do that people will be say we're preps and blah blah blah". So? Who really even cares? I've embraced it. It's not our fault we dress nice & are generally happy as people. I mean really. So I'm going to make a sign anyways. Aren't I a rebel.
I look so cute tall. I wore these boots with a heel today & looked adorable.

Hannah Thinks...
I'm so excited for Christmas!
Tall & skinny guys >>>
Too skinny guys <<<
(Although according to my mom I could just bring him food and fix that...)
I have been introduced to the world of hot black guys.
Not even kidding.
Yummy.
Especially after Thompkins where there was a total of 2 black guys.
And they were only half black.
And acted whiter than half of the other people at our school...
Me + High Heels = Adorable.
Not to sound conceited or anything.
Romeo and Juliet makes no sense.
Shakespeare really was a perv.
Seriously.
And Romeo was a player.
Sound like society today or is that just me?
Pumpkine spice lattes from Starbucks are actually orange...
Ratchet cheerleader buns...
Yes, I did just say ratchet.
Judge me as you please.
I probably deserve it.
I get to make a pumpkin pie!
I just want to quote all the lyrics to the song Dear John by Taylor Swift.
I would really like to tell a couple guys off right about now.
And so would several of my friends.
Stupid lying idiots.
My currently nonexistent & slightly dorky but cute at the same time boy >>>
You're out there somewhere <3

I'm so lame...

XOXO--Hannah

~No Regrets~

It feels like the perfect night to dress up like hipsters & make fun of our exes

In.
Red.
Fall.
French.
Leggings.
Romeo & Juliet.
Booties (the shoe).
Wobbling (the dance).
Pinterest.
Puppies wearing sweaters.
Cute & sweet but interesting boys.
Pumpkin Pie.
Pacsun.
Heated blankets.
Cherries.
The middle of nowhere.
Spoon rings.
Vintage.
Gold.
Long hair don't care.
My bestfriends.
Lucky Charms.
Mochas.
The guy I had my first kiss with...
Cruises!
Taking your bestfriend on the cruise with you.
All of the hot guys on the cruise.
Being stuck in the middle of the ocean with said cute boys on the cruise.
White ipods/iphones.
Glitter.
Cotton balling.
English class.
Grippos.
My binder.
Leather.
Pearls.
Taylor Swift.
Bruno Mars's new song.
Straight hair.
Dear John--Taylor Swift.
Nutella.
Cooking.
Siberian Huskies.
Jeeps.
Having a job.
A masquerade sweet 16.
I Won't Give Up--Jason Mraz.
Thanksgiving.
Paintings.
Blogging.
The cute sayings on Dove chocolate wrappers.


Out.
U.S History.
White.
Being cold.
Getting bored.
Ding-dong ditching.
Memories.
Getting too attached too fast.
All of the cute & sweet but interesting boys having girlfriends.
Sperry's.
Halloween.
Crying.
Annoying exes.
Stupid movies.
GYM.
Marshmallows.
Buses.
Awkward first kisses.
The Kardashians.
M&M's.
Prank calls.
North Guys (although they are growing on me).
Central Guys.
My height.
Rude people.
Not being able to drive.
Teachers.
Gangam Style.
Bugs.
Giving up on people.
Being too forgiving sometimes.
Cheaters.Cheaters.Cheaters.Cheaters.Cheaters.Cheaters.
Liars.Liars.Liars.Liars.Liars.Liars.Liars.Liars.Liars.Liars.
Being grounded.

XOXO--Hannah

~No Regrets~

Author of the moment, can you tell me, do I end up, do I end up happy?

Well hello their guys.
So Halloween was Wednesday, & even though I'm still grounded my parents let me have friends over & we walked around my neighborhood.
Then, of course, my douche of an ex had to come and be and idiot and ruin my night. Although I was already kinda a mess that day... I have my days.
But I always end up crying on Halloween. Seriously though. And I'm pretty sure he's the reason I started crying last year too... Although it was for a completely different reason and it wasn't something bad he did.. But oh well. Screw him anyways.
But he comes to my door, and of course after I look hot all night, I'm in my FREAKING PAJAMAS with wet hair when he decides to come to my house. Just my luck right. But my sister answers the door and he's like "Is Hannah here? Tell her -inserts his name here- said hi". Then they come and ring our doorbell again? Idiots...
But him and his friend who is also one of my best friends exes won't leave me & her alone. Their spreading these rumors about "stuff" we apparently did with them. Such liars. It's not my fault you're so insecure you have to make up stuff to make you look better since I'm pretty sure ALL that happened that night was us watching a movie & cuddling & kissing, if I remember correctly, which I'm rather sure I do? You seemed perfectly fine with that at the time. Go fall in a hole with your douchey friends.
And then they came & just rang my doorbell a couple times then ran and jumped in a car & drove off on Friday? Wow, aren't you mature. "Hey guys, let's go ring my (totally beautiful) ex girlfriends doorbell then run away for fun".
Wait, are we in 3rd grade again or something? Aren't you cute.
Okay done ranting. I promise.
So my current theme song is I Knew You Were Trouble. by Taylore Swift. Pretty much my life story. but really.
Her whole new album is amazing actually. I'm obsessed with the song 22 on it too.
I'm so excited Christmas is coming up! I've actually picked out some stuff already... Including a totally adorable pair of lightwash denim destroyed Bulhhead Black jeans with light glitter on the from Pacsun! I'm obsessed.

Hannah Thinks...
I hate writing papers.
football players all talk the same.
I need a Santa Switch date.
I suck at math.
I have a C in English.
Whatttt?
I used a blow torch this weekend.
Don't doubt me.
This suckssss.

XOXO--Hannah

~No Regrets~

Wild childs, looking good, living hard just like we should

Monday mornings suck. I never want to get out of bed.
I actually don't have to get up until 6:20 this year. But still. I need my sleep.
At least I have lunch next. But we still have an hour :/

I just now realized how much I actually like the song Marvin's Room by Drake.
Hmm.
God, why do I love my bestfriend so much? I miss her. Siiiigh. Emma, that is.
Because Emma didn't take my netbook or anything... ^^^

But Taylor Swift's new album Red is completely amazing.
Her song I Knew You Were Trouble is the best thing I've ever heard. And Sad Beautiful Tragic is really good too.

Die Young by Ke$ha is my happy song.
Is it bad that I think having a life like a Ke$ha song would be the funnest thing ever?
Parties, glitter, cute boys, being crazy (& slightly skanky) but not caring what anybody else thinks? I accept.
Too bad the city I live in freakin sucks.

Anyways.
I've come to the conclusion that I forgive to easily. And end up getting screwed over because of that. But really. Like a guy will do something really stupid, but I'll end up forgiving him after I get over the first couple weeks of being incredibly mad. I always just chill out & get over things and then when the guy comes trying to talk to me again at first I'm still kinda like "no, I'm still mad" but after about a week or two of them still trying to talk to me I get over it and just forgive them.
Stupidest thing ever to do. I mean, yeah sometimes even the good guys are going to mess up & you should forgive them. Then there's those idiots that you should never forgive ever. Stupid boys.
The only thing I won't forgive a guy for is cheating. Although I've never been cheated on, several guys have told me they didn't have a girlfriend while talking to me, and then later I would find out they actually did have a girlfriend and get to deal with her flipping out on me.
Or lying straight to my face. Which often goes right with saying they don't have a girlfriend on many occasions.
Stupid boys.
If you can't tell I am slightly irritated with the general male population for no apparent reason right now.
Okay. Enough venting for now.
Actually. Just kidding.
So I hate the fact that everyone still feels the need to fill me in on the whereabouts of my ex and what current girl he is talking to every other week. Although, it seems he hasn't been able to stick with one girl for more than 2 weeks, if even that, since we broke up. Hehehe.
Although I guess I can't really be talking since I haven't either. But still.
And back to people always telling me about him, I get it if its one of my best friends, because I'd rather hear it from them. But when the random girl sitting in front of me in English feels the need to inform me that he was hitting on her this weekend? I didn't need to know that, thank you very much.
Okay. Now I really am ranting. But he had his friend who is also my friend's ex ask his ex (my friend) for my number. Did he delete my number? Or get a new phone? And why did he all of a sudden want to talk to me again? My friend had to tell him I was grounded... So I guess I'll never know. But it's probably good I can't talk to him...

Okay. I am officially done ranting. For now.

Hannah Thinks...
It's almost Halloween!
I hate doing the laundry.
Music <333333
Stupid boys.
My best friend & I are going to open a cupcake & coffee shop.
It's going to be an un-mainstreamed Starbucks!
I hate how everything is going mainstream.
Even hating mainstream is becoming mainstream.
That's just sad.
I can't wait until I'm 18 & can get a tattoo.
Tomorrow's a white day!
White Day lunches >>>
All the cute boys in our white day lunches >>>
Including the sexy singer in a sexy band <3
And the hot varsity soccer player table.
Which just so happens to be right next to ours.
Purely a coincidence.
Well... mostly.
But Yumm.
It's Taco day too!
This just keeps getting better & better.
I kinda like the fact that no one at North but Emma knows my life story.
Makes things so much more interesting.
I saw a ginger pick his nose!
Me & my bestfriend about died laughing.
And now I'm cracking up again just typing it.
Hahahahahahah.
Stupid boy.

XOXO--
Hannah

~No Regrets~

I want something physical not something invisible, oh yeah, I'm tired of being good let's be bad

So I'm writing a memoir. Stupidest.Assignment.Ever. Seriously. I'm 14. What the heck is supposed to have happened in my life that is 4 page memoir worthy & changed me as a person?
Yeah. I know, Nothing. That's what I'm saying. I'm writing about my little brother. I adore that kid. I have over a page written so far...
So you know I'm not getting out much when I get excited about my Algebra II test. In my defense though, I had a 74.76% and thought I was going to do really well on the test which would really boost my grade. And it did. I now have a 79.56%. And guess what?! That rounds up to a B!!! Whoop whoop.
So yeah.
I reaallllllyyyy don't want to write this memoir. Like seriously. We read Night by Elie Wiesel in English & now we have to write our own memoir. Our student teacher in the class is so annoying. She's a sucky teahcer. I can't wait until we have our normal teacher back.

So. If you know me in real life, my friends know that I won't completely fall for a guy just because he's totally gorgeous if I've never even really talked to him.
But there's this guy at North... And he's gorgeous. Like in that indie punk rock band way. So super freaking sexy. I kinda talked to him at our choir concert last week... And oh my. I am like slightly obsessed. He's a junior... And... HE'S IN A BAND!!!!! That just makes him even hotter. He's the singer/guitarist... I mean... Just... Swoon.... But I listened to his band's single... the beginning part is this other guy in the band doing like screamo, but then the hot one comes in on the chorus and Oh My gosh I about died... He was beat boxing at our choir concert for one of the songs too.... Soooo sexy.
See. Slightly obsessed...
Oh well. At least I know I am.
So now it's singers over soccer players. So sorry all you soccer players out there, but you guys just aren't cutting it anymore.
I should really probably finish my memoir but I really don't want too :(
So I'm grounded right... And my best guy friend that goes to Central called me on my home phone yesterday. Isn't that the cutest? I hadn't talked to him in like a month so he decided to call me. He's like definately the sweetest/best guy I know. So we just talked for like an hour. I adore him.

In.
Guys that can sing. <3333
Bands.
Tyga.
Taylor Swift.
Choir.
Red.
Boots.
Sweet guy friends.
Mini hand sanitizers.
Songs that explain your life.
My little brother.
Piano music.
Jeans Jeans Jeans.
Goldfish (the food).
Huskies <3
White Day lunches.
Ogling (but discreetly).
Oxford shoes.
Watches.
On Wednesdays we wear pink.
Being single/Not talk talking to any guys.
Dancing.
Chinese food.
Playing hard to get.
Acing Algebra Tests.
Pink.
Leather.
Honey Nut Cheerio cereal bars.
Long eyelashes.
Francesca's.
Raspberry Frozen Yogurt.
Being tall.
Long hair.
Pearls.
Song lyrics.

Out.
Memoirs.
Student Teachers.
Eminem.
Acting black when you're white.
Gym class.
Fights.
Getting punched by a girl..When you're a guy.
Trash talking other schools on Twitter.
Sperry's (even though I wear them with khakis... but whatever).
Burns.
CHEATERS.
Pizza.
Mocking people.
Being cold.
People that don't understand anything.
Whispering.
Being secretive.
School pictures.
White nail polish.
Being 14 & getting with an 18 year old.
Awkward ears.
Ditching friends for boyfriends.
All the douchey sophmore guys that live here. (Not even kidding, most of them are).
Vandalizing other schools.
Getting your hair cut like a 5 year old.
Dating the girl with the haircut like a 5 year old.
A cute guy having a girlfriend.
Said girlfriend being a Norwegian model.
Not being able to compete with said Norwegian model girlfriend. *sigh*

Enough for today.
Have a nice night my lovelies.

XOXO--Hannah
~No Regrets~

And I'll look back in regret how I ignored when they said run as fast as you can

pour up, drank, head shot, drank, sit down, drank, stand up, drank, pass out, drank, wake up, drank, faded, drank, faded, drank

Quote of the Day: "Sometimes your knight in shining armor turns out to be just a douchebag wrapped in tin foil."

Hannah Thinks...
I'm grounded.
Verrrry grounded.
So sorry I haven't posted in a while.


Things I would like to say to people...

To "John": Screw you. Like seriously. You can go fall in a hole. A really deep whole. Cheating lying jerk.

To The Ginger (my ex): Yeah. I don't even know what I would say to you anymore since we haven't talked in like 3 months. Which is pretty screwy if you ask me. Although nothing good really came from anything that happened with us. Well I guess maybe some good things did... But not really.

To the other Ginger (the new one): Sorry I called you ugly in one of my earlier posts. You're totally nice & do dress really well. & give me gum everyday. So you're cool.

Tonight is the huge football game. North vs. Central. Drama like crazy on Twitter. It's kinda funny. Central is getting totally into it... I really hope North wins. I can't go to the game though :/
#groundedgirlproblems
This student teacher sucks. Like really.

The song Dear John by Taylor Swift is my new favorite song even though it's kinda old.. Explains everything.

Our choir concert yesterday was okay. The beginners choir kinda sucked... But Showchoir was good. & concert choir was stunningly amazing. This super super hot junior can beat box. He's like amazingly sexy. & he sings! Yumm <3

But yeah. I don't really have much to talk about since yahno I'm kinda (or really actually) grounded so yeah...

XOXO--Hannah

~no regrets~