You just wanna go where your problems won't follow, baby that's okay with me

In.
Football games.
Being a good person.
Depressing songs.
Sleeping.
Dangly earrings.
Pandora.
Autumn.
Triple dates.
Girls nights.
Taco salad.
Just breathe.
Chill days.
70 degree weather days.
Northface.
Being different.
Writing.
Traveling.
Missing people.
Fate.
Dealing with stuff & not just ignoring it.
Not seeing him everyday.
Maroon 5.
Cute upperclassmen boys talking to you.
Light pink.
Bringing your lunch.
Cute socks.
Dancing.
Long hair.
Sock buns.
Owls.
Neon Trees.

Out.
Stupid boys.
School lunches.
Ignoring people & problems.
Algebra 2.
Flies.
Khakis.
Vanilla icing.
Running.
This dresscode.
Annoying people.
Middle School dances.
Not being able to walk to Starbucks after school.
Awkward boys.
Sucky flirting.
My Biology teacher's wardrobe.


XOXO--Hannah
~No Regrets~

Your the best, you deserve a crown b*tch.

So today was interesting. I think the guys at North got hotter this week... Seriously. Yumm. Like there is this really cute guy I met in show choir... He's a senior though.. & this cute guy whose either a sophmore or junior was talking to me in French today. Helllooo.

But anyways. If I could thank the ginger for anything, it would be for getting me to realize you can never believe the crap guys will say to you. So this would be me & "john's" conversation last night. I honestly found this conversation very funny. But yeah.

him: you awake?
me: yeah
him: you want to talk?
me: about?
him: anything
me: um okay
him: I miss youu
me: ..
him: what?
me: nothing
him: is that bad?
me: is it?
him: I don't think so other than you act like you hate me hahah
me: Well you did hook up with alooot of girls this summer
him: honestly yeah...But they all knew it was gonna be a one night thing? It's not like I told any one of them I liked them. The only one I told I actually liked and wanted something more with was you
me: I don't think I could ever really look at you as more than a guy to hook up with a couple of times.
him: to hook up with or that you did hook up with?
me: that I did hook up with
him: And why is that?
me: idk, because you're you.
him: Good reason.
me: I know.
him: I was being sarcastic but ya...
me: Well I'm going to sleep. Night.
him: okay..

Hahahahahah yeah right. He's such an idiot. Because I'm totally going to fall for the whole "You're the only one I ever really liked, they were all for just one night " thing. I did date the ginger and some other douchey players before, remember?
What I don't get is what does he still want from me though? I'm not going to lie, I have kinda been a total bitch to him the past couple weeks and it's not like there aren't other girls that would hook up with him? Boys confuse me...


I need to do some major shopping soon. I'm in desperate need of another purse & some cute boots & a denim &/or leather jacket and floral jeans and mascara & Sephora eyeliner and Toms and Pink perfume and a cute sweater and some ripped jeans from Pacsun and some gray converse and Yoga capris from Pink and bright pink lip stain and glittery gold eyeliner and feather earrings and cute earbuds... Too bad all of that would cost like at least $200 at the cheapest and I have like $10. How sad. I need a job. Badly.

So guess how this super hot sophmore guy I know got kicked out of his old school? ( he goes to North now, but I'd talked to him before)... He had sex with his girlfriend in the SCHOOL NURSES OFFICE. And no, I'm not lying. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH,Ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. Who even does that? He's super sexy too.... Why are the hot ones always nasty or gay or players or douches or manwhores or liars or stupid or fags or a mixture of those? How sad.

Hannah Thinks...
Umm. I actually have no idea what I'm thinking so I'm just going to end this post now...

Toodles. <3
Eww. I sound like I'm in 7th grade again. Those were my darkest days, I swear... Oh well, I was cute. (And knew it too, which just made me even more annoying.)

XOXO--Hannah
~No Regrets~

2 am and she calls me 'cause I'm still awake, and you help me unravel my latest mistake, I don't love him, winter just wasn't my season.

I always have so many things to do but not enough time to do them, I swear. Especially on school nights. I have a long list of things I need to get done & never enough time to do them... I did have time for an hour & a half long nap earlier though... Which definately isn't going to help with the fact that I'm pretty sure I'm incapable of going to sleep before midnight. I seriously just can't. I will no joke lay in bed for 3 hours in the dark doing nothing trying to fall asleep & I just won't be able to. I'm definately a night person.
So we finally got doors up in our den! Now it's going to be perfect for having people over... I want to have some North girls over this weekend. We don't have school on Monday, thankfully. I love 3 day weekends... But what can we do? We can't drive yet... There's pretty much just the movies, the mall, mini golfing... we could go go-karting I guess. Or go to Orange Leaf or GiGi's cupcakes....But I only have like $10. That movie Posession or whatever is coming out this weekend though & it looks really good.
So all of the girls at North get so annoyed of each other. I've finally kind of gotten to the point where I'm just like I'm okay with everyone. But everyone is like "oh my gosh she's so annoying" about everyone. And people annoy me easily. Well mainly younger people, which is part of the reason I think I like high school so much ; there's no one younger than us.
I don't think there's a football game this weekend... How depressing.
I use that word alot now. Oh well.
So I really want to sing the songs Almost Lover by A Fine Frenzy or Breathe (2 am) by Anna Nalick for something... I'll probably use one of them next time I audition for a musical or whatever... But I think I'm going to make a video of me singing one of those and put it on Facebook (whenever I get that back) or Youtube... I could do Popular from Wicked too I guess.
Hahahahahah "John" just texted me asking if I was awake... You think a guy could take a hint by now, I mean seriously.
But I was talking to my friend that got grounded with him too at the game and apparently afterwards he wouldn't talk to her at all. Like he wouldn't text her back and even blocked her on Twitter. I can't decide which is worse, having him ignore you or having him still want you after everything... Then again. I don't blame him for wanting me... Jk, Not that conceited.
He just texted me again & asked if I want to talk? What's that supposed to mean?
Stupid, stupid boys.
They're just too cute, it's not fair.

Hannah Thinks...
I hate my retainer.
Some people just can't take a hint.
I mean really.
I had Wendy's for dinner <3
I wanted Chinese food though...
Do they call our food American food in China?


Hahahahahahah so I'm going to stop this list so I can laugh at the stupidity of boys once more. So after "john" said that I texted back & was like "about?" And he just replied and said "I miss youu." hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahah. Excuse me while I go laugh at him & his douchey playerness wanting to hook up with me again.
Well that's enough for now.
Goodnight my loves <3

XOXO--Hannah
~No Regrets~

You're gonna love me like you ain't loved nobody before

I'm super super hungry! At least I have lunch next period... But yeah. Today's been really boring so far. I'm so happy I'm ungrounded. And it's almost fall!!!! Hello football games, the Fall Festival, Halloween, haunted houses, cute clothes, & the best weather ever. I honestly can't say what was my favorite part of last year though. Some days I'll say I liked the beginning of the school year, sometimes I'll say the school year after Christmas Break, & sometimes I'll say this summer. They were all pretty great in some way.
Adam Levine has the most amazing voice ever. I'm in love with the song Daylight by Maroon 5. All of their songs are amazing though... I have way to many favorite songs. I could never pick just one.

Hannah Thinks...
Adam Levine...Marry me?
I need to re-paint my nails.
I'm going to have a pretty huskie when I get older.
There is nothing to do here :/
Like seriously.
My purse is super heavy today for some reason.
My mom won't buy me any new shoes because she says I have to many.
Too bad she has so many they won't even fit in her own closet.
Seriously. They're in hers, my sisters, and my brothers.
Who does that?
I want to go tping!
I've never actually been tped...
Which is kinda shocking.
Some sophmore guys went skinny-dipping in our pool though like a month ago.
Funny thing is, it's like 3 feet deep?
Awkward...
Do you ever have those guys that just look like they want to rape you?
I hate that...
Is there a North football game this Friday? hmm.
Songs explain my life. So much.
I want to do something crazyyy.
We have like a bazillion cupcakes left over from my brother's birthday.
Ice cream sounds super good right now.
We got like this chocolate kind with oreos in it...
So yummy.
I'm trying to eat healthy though.
I suck at this.
That awkward moment when someone draws something bad on your hand.
And you don't realize its bad so you leave it.
I'm so short.
It's kinda cute though.
But rather depressing.
Especially when I realize I'll never be able to reach the top shelf of our kitchen cabinets. Ever.
You know what else is depressing?
The fact that my sister ate all the left over taco meat.
So I couldn't have a taco salad for lunch today :(
But on the bright side...
I am really good at picking out outfits really fast.
But since I can only dress myself once, I dress my sister too.
Like I got to wear something cute to the football game & I picked out her outfit too.
Genius right?
But yeah.

XOXO--Hannah
~No Regrets~

And now we murderous, cause we kill time

Taking a break from my homework to blog. Even though I have nothing to talk about. Oh well. Better than homework. I'm listening to Bed Rock.  <333 Best song ever. I miss all the songs that came out like 3-4 years ago. Those were the best. I can never have just one favorite song though. There are just to many good songs out there.
It felt like fall today. I lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove fall. Like, I can't even explain how much I love it. It's so amazing <3
Now I'm listening to Hunter Hayes. He's so cute <333
I reaaaaallllllyyyy want my twitter back. Like really bad.
I'm still saying like alot.
So I haven't been talk talking to any guys and no I'm starting to miss it. I miss having someone to talk about my day with and all that.
The lyrics to Wanted by Hunter Hayes are the sweetest thing ever. Hearing him sing it live was the best thing I've ever heard in my entire life. No joke. But songs give girls unrealistic visions of guys. They never say the stuff you hear in songs. How depressing.
My mom made fun of me for saying that's depressing earlier today. I kinda have my own original way of talking I noticed. I say Story of my life alot too...
But yeah.

Hot Songs.

Birthday Cake--Rihanna
Strip--Chris Brown.
Give it up to Me--Shakira
Booty Wurk--T-Pain
Take me on the Floor--The Veronicas
S&M--Rihanna
Break Ya Back--Timbaland & Dev
Cockiness (Love it)--Rihanna (weirdest song ever...)
I Can Transform Ya--Chris Brown
Give it to Me--Timbaland

And when the daylight comes I'll have to go, but tonight I'm gonna hold you so close

So last night was totally fun and somewhat awkward. But very interesting at the same time. The ginger never even acknowledged the fact that I was there ( at least I don't think he did)... And he's gotten uglier! Like seriously. He got his hair cut short and was wearing this ugly hat in Central's colors... Not cute. At all. Central lost too. But anyways. I saw John too. I was actually standing right behind him pretty much the whole game. So awkward. My best friend's boyfriend (who I'm also good friends with) was trying to make things super awkward for me too. But he kept like staring at me. My friend was like "will you stop turning around?" and he was like "why?" & she was like "because I don't like you". She's so honest it's funny... But yahno. This one guy that I went to school with in like 6th & 7th grade but goes to some other highschool was there too since he hangs out with "john" & that group of guys... He kept talking to me and mocking me & trying to take my phone & he finally got it out of my pocket and put his number in as "Sexy "Bob"" (Not his real name) hahahahaha so I put mine in his phone as "Beautiful Hannah" and he started texting me last night and was like "why do all the hot girls go to North?" Exactly what I was wondering too... And "John" texted me. I was like "you kept staring at me" & he was like "no I would just look at you when you said something or somebody was talking to you" & I was like "Oh well it was funny" and he was like "Oh okay. Bye." Hahahaha I'm good, right? Boys are idiots though....
My bestfriend's boyfriend is trying to get me with one of his friends. He's just like you guys should date & me & his friend are just standing there awkwardly like "we'ver never even talked to each other?" It was kinda funny.
And then there was the baby powder... It's like a Central ritual to throw it everywhere at the very beginning of the game & after the 1st half. The only thing is, everyone gets completely covered in it. It looks super cool though. Imagine like 100 people all throwing a handful of baby powder up in the air at the same time in the dark under all these lights. I smelled like it and it was all in my hair afterwards though....
So I adore high school. Like seriously though.
Like random guys will just be like there's a party at this guy's house tomorrow, you need to be there. Too bad the guys looked like creeps and I probably would have gotten raped if I would have gone...
I say like alot. I'm going to stop saying it so much. But like... That's going to be really hard. Like what else am I supposed other than like?
Today was so boring. I should have done something interesting... Too bad I'm broke. Laaaame.

Hannah Thinks...
My sister breaks everything she touches. Not even kidding.
My puppy is precious. Until she poops in my room. Stupid puppy.
I made cupcakes for my brother's family birthday party. They're amazing.
I had to clean today :/
I'm good at cleaning though.
Who puts blue carpet in a house?
School uniforms should be against the law. Taking away our individuality...
Like only 3 people texted me today. I'm a loner.
Moving in the Dark--Neon Trees is my new favorite song. So chill sounding.
I could never date a super super tall guy because how am I supposed to kiss him?  Shortie for life...
I'm never going to be able to reach the top of my locker. That's just depressing.
Navy blue nailpolish >>>
Pink perfume >>>
Homework <<<
It's almost fall!!!!!
That awkward moment when you get in a car because you think it's your mom's but it's really not.
I really want to go back to Indy.
I love sunglasses. & shoes. & purses. & jewelry. & clothes. <3
I talk alot. Oh well.
I think I must be a mockable person because guy's always mock me...
Then again, they usually hit on me afterwards so maybe they're just doing crappy flirting.
I attract redheads. This could be scary.
It's probably because I dated a ginger & now they're like "it's a girl that actually dates gingers!"
(Because who actually dates gingers anymore?)
That ginger WAS hot though.
Now he's uglayyy.
That's what you get for always hanging out in the dark...
Eh. At least he had a nice body.
But this new ginger isn't even a ginger! He has red hair and brown eyes...
So he's a redheaded non-ginger.
Yeah. Because that makes sense...
And no, I do not like Mexican guys, despite what you may have heard.
& he's not even Mexican anyways, get it right.
I hate it when guy's dress super hot but they aren't cute. So depressing....
Mixed football players >>>>
#4's >>>
Chocoalate >>>
Crickets <<<
I will never ever ever eat ham again after today.
I went un-vegetarian.
So I had tacos  <3


XOXO--Hannah
~No Regrets~

Hands up if your down to get down tonight, it's always a good time

My first Friday ungrounded in like a month!!!! And Central football game tonight! I'm super excited. I'm not wearing Gold & Brown (Central's colors) or Green (North's colors) tonight though. I'm going neutral. But anyways. Soccer players are offically the hottest guys ever. No joke. I'm pretty sure me & my friends spent a good half of our lunch period ogling the junior soccer players at the table next to us. Yum. They're tall & skinny with abs. My favorite. But helllooo.
I'm pretty sure redheads are just attracted to me. Not even joking.
I haven't taken a picture of myself in foreverrrr so I decided to tonight... They were okay.. I suck at taking pictures of myself.

 Pre-game <33 (My shirt was doing some awkward dippy thingey in the front, I know)

I didn't especially like this picture when I first took it ( I don't even know what face I was trying to make...) but my eyes look really pretty so I kinda do now I guess hahah

XOXO--Hannah
~No Regrets~