Wild childs, looking good, living hard just like we should

Monday mornings suck. I never want to get out of bed.
I actually don't have to get up until 6:20 this year. But still. I need my sleep.
At least I have lunch next. But we still have an hour :/

I just now realized how much I actually like the song Marvin's Room by Drake.
Hmm.
God, why do I love my bestfriend so much? I miss her. Siiiigh. Emma, that is.
Because Emma didn't take my netbook or anything... ^^^

But Taylor Swift's new album Red is completely amazing.
Her song I Knew You Were Trouble is the best thing I've ever heard. And Sad Beautiful Tragic is really good too.

Die Young by Ke$ha is my happy song.
Is it bad that I think having a life like a Ke$ha song would be the funnest thing ever?
Parties, glitter, cute boys, being crazy (& slightly skanky) but not caring what anybody else thinks? I accept.
Too bad the city I live in freakin sucks.

Anyways.
I've come to the conclusion that I forgive to easily. And end up getting screwed over because of that. But really. Like a guy will do something really stupid, but I'll end up forgiving him after I get over the first couple weeks of being incredibly mad. I always just chill out & get over things and then when the guy comes trying to talk to me again at first I'm still kinda like "no, I'm still mad" but after about a week or two of them still trying to talk to me I get over it and just forgive them.
Stupidest thing ever to do. I mean, yeah sometimes even the good guys are going to mess up & you should forgive them. Then there's those idiots that you should never forgive ever. Stupid boys.
The only thing I won't forgive a guy for is cheating. Although I've never been cheated on, several guys have told me they didn't have a girlfriend while talking to me, and then later I would find out they actually did have a girlfriend and get to deal with her flipping out on me.
Or lying straight to my face. Which often goes right with saying they don't have a girlfriend on many occasions.
Stupid boys.
If you can't tell I am slightly irritated with the general male population for no apparent reason right now.
Okay. Enough venting for now.
Actually. Just kidding.
So I hate the fact that everyone still feels the need to fill me in on the whereabouts of my ex and what current girl he is talking to every other week. Although, it seems he hasn't been able to stick with one girl for more than 2 weeks, if even that, since we broke up. Hehehe.
Although I guess I can't really be talking since I haven't either. But still.
And back to people always telling me about him, I get it if its one of my best friends, because I'd rather hear it from them. But when the random girl sitting in front of me in English feels the need to inform me that he was hitting on her this weekend? I didn't need to know that, thank you very much.
Okay. Now I really am ranting. But he had his friend who is also my friend's ex ask his ex (my friend) for my number. Did he delete my number? Or get a new phone? And why did he all of a sudden want to talk to me again? My friend had to tell him I was grounded... So I guess I'll never know. But it's probably good I can't talk to him...

Okay. I am officially done ranting. For now.

Hannah Thinks...
It's almost Halloween!
I hate doing the laundry.
Music <333333
Stupid boys.
My best friend & I are going to open a cupcake & coffee shop.
It's going to be an un-mainstreamed Starbucks!
I hate how everything is going mainstream.
Even hating mainstream is becoming mainstream.
That's just sad.
I can't wait until I'm 18 & can get a tattoo.
Tomorrow's a white day!
White Day lunches >>>
All the cute boys in our white day lunches >>>
Including the sexy singer in a sexy band <3
And the hot varsity soccer player table.
Which just so happens to be right next to ours.
Purely a coincidence.
Well... mostly.
But Yumm.
It's Taco day too!
This just keeps getting better & better.
I kinda like the fact that no one at North but Emma knows my life story.
Makes things so much more interesting.
I saw a ginger pick his nose!
Me & my bestfriend about died laughing.
And now I'm cracking up again just typing it.
Hahahahahahah.
Stupid boy.

XOXO--
Hannah

~No Regrets~

I want something physical not something invisible, oh yeah, I'm tired of being good let's be bad

So I'm writing a memoir. Stupidest.Assignment.Ever. Seriously. I'm 14. What the heck is supposed to have happened in my life that is 4 page memoir worthy & changed me as a person?
Yeah. I know, Nothing. That's what I'm saying. I'm writing about my little brother. I adore that kid. I have over a page written so far...
So you know I'm not getting out much when I get excited about my Algebra II test. In my defense though, I had a 74.76% and thought I was going to do really well on the test which would really boost my grade. And it did. I now have a 79.56%. And guess what?! That rounds up to a B!!! Whoop whoop.
So yeah.
I reaallllllyyyy don't want to write this memoir. Like seriously. We read Night by Elie Wiesel in English & now we have to write our own memoir. Our student teacher in the class is so annoying. She's a sucky teahcer. I can't wait until we have our normal teacher back.

So. If you know me in real life, my friends know that I won't completely fall for a guy just because he's totally gorgeous if I've never even really talked to him.
But there's this guy at North... And he's gorgeous. Like in that indie punk rock band way. So super freaking sexy. I kinda talked to him at our choir concert last week... And oh my. I am like slightly obsessed. He's a junior... And... HE'S IN A BAND!!!!! That just makes him even hotter. He's the singer/guitarist... I mean... Just... Swoon.... But I listened to his band's single... the beginning part is this other guy in the band doing like screamo, but then the hot one comes in on the chorus and Oh My gosh I about died... He was beat boxing at our choir concert for one of the songs too.... Soooo sexy.
See. Slightly obsessed...
Oh well. At least I know I am.
So now it's singers over soccer players. So sorry all you soccer players out there, but you guys just aren't cutting it anymore.
I should really probably finish my memoir but I really don't want too :(
So I'm grounded right... And my best guy friend that goes to Central called me on my home phone yesterday. Isn't that the cutest? I hadn't talked to him in like a month so he decided to call me. He's like definately the sweetest/best guy I know. So we just talked for like an hour. I adore him.

In.
Guys that can sing. <3333
Bands.
Tyga.
Taylor Swift.
Choir.
Red.
Boots.
Sweet guy friends.
Mini hand sanitizers.
Songs that explain your life.
My little brother.
Piano music.
Jeans Jeans Jeans.
Goldfish (the food).
Huskies <3
White Day lunches.
Ogling (but discreetly).
Oxford shoes.
Watches.
On Wednesdays we wear pink.
Being single/Not talk talking to any guys.
Dancing.
Chinese food.
Playing hard to get.
Acing Algebra Tests.
Pink.
Leather.
Honey Nut Cheerio cereal bars.
Long eyelashes.
Francesca's.
Raspberry Frozen Yogurt.
Being tall.
Long hair.
Pearls.
Song lyrics.

Out.
Memoirs.
Student Teachers.
Eminem.
Acting black when you're white.
Gym class.
Fights.
Getting punched by a girl..When you're a guy.
Trash talking other schools on Twitter.
Sperry's (even though I wear them with khakis... but whatever).
Burns.
CHEATERS.
Pizza.
Mocking people.
Being cold.
People that don't understand anything.
Whispering.
Being secretive.
School pictures.
White nail polish.
Being 14 & getting with an 18 year old.
Awkward ears.
Ditching friends for boyfriends.
All the douchey sophmore guys that live here. (Not even kidding, most of them are).
Vandalizing other schools.
Getting your hair cut like a 5 year old.
Dating the girl with the haircut like a 5 year old.
A cute guy having a girlfriend.
Said girlfriend being a Norwegian model.
Not being able to compete with said Norwegian model girlfriend. *sigh*

Enough for today.
Have a nice night my lovelies.

XOXO--Hannah
~No Regrets~

And I'll look back in regret how I ignored when they said run as fast as you can

pour up, drank, head shot, drank, sit down, drank, stand up, drank, pass out, drank, wake up, drank, faded, drank, faded, drank

Quote of the Day: "Sometimes your knight in shining armor turns out to be just a douchebag wrapped in tin foil."

Hannah Thinks...
I'm grounded.
Verrrry grounded.
So sorry I haven't posted in a while.


Things I would like to say to people...

To "John": Screw you. Like seriously. You can go fall in a hole. A really deep whole. Cheating lying jerk.

To The Ginger (my ex): Yeah. I don't even know what I would say to you anymore since we haven't talked in like 3 months. Which is pretty screwy if you ask me. Although nothing good really came from anything that happened with us. Well I guess maybe some good things did... But not really.

To the other Ginger (the new one): Sorry I called you ugly in one of my earlier posts. You're totally nice & do dress really well. & give me gum everyday. So you're cool.

Tonight is the huge football game. North vs. Central. Drama like crazy on Twitter. It's kinda funny. Central is getting totally into it... I really hope North wins. I can't go to the game though :/
#groundedgirlproblems
This student teacher sucks. Like really.

The song Dear John by Taylor Swift is my new favorite song even though it's kinda old.. Explains everything.

Our choir concert yesterday was okay. The beginners choir kinda sucked... But Showchoir was good. & concert choir was stunningly amazing. This super super hot junior can beat box. He's like amazingly sexy. & he sings! Yumm <3

But yeah. I don't really have much to talk about since yahno I'm kinda (or really actually) grounded so yeah...

XOXO--Hannah

~no regrets~

You & I, we'll be young forever

So this weekend was fun. I didn't do much except for Saturday night but oh well. I was super tired. I went to a bonfire at my friend's house though.
And she  likes this guy. And this guy knows she likes him. And then we hung out at the bonfire last night. Then he texted me afterwards & said he "kinda" liked me... Because that doesn't make things complicated at all.

Oh. & funniest thing ever (for me at least, you will probably just think its stupid but oh well).
So we went to my grandma's house tonight for dinner. And guess who lives in my grandma's neigborhood? "John" (the guy that got me grounded this summer). So he had been texting me yesterday asking me if I wanted to hang out last night and then he was texting me today too and then I just stopped replying because he was like "yeah you should come over and not watch football with me"... So we're just sitting in my grandma's living room and she has this huge window so that you can see the street out front. So we're just sitting there & this pretty blonde girl goes walking by down the street texting & I'm just sitting here like "okay, I bet you anything that girl is going to John's house." So we're still all just sitting there still and about 5 minutes later here comes the same girl walking down the street. And she's with a guy. Not just any guy though. John. So I'm just sitting here cracking up like yeah they're totally "going on a walk" and I know exactly what they're going to be doing.
Little manwhore & pretty stupid girl.
Always works out that way...

So like. At the bonfire everyone was saying me & this ginger guy that was sitting next to me would be a cute couple. He's a cool ginger though. & a football player. & dresses really well. But he's not really cute. And I can't date another ginger after The Ginger because then everyone will make fun of me :( Poor gingers.
I swear though. This ginger has a girlfriend but he was totally flirting with me last night anyways.

And then there's my guy that goes to Sig. He's super cute. But not really crazy or anything like that. Which is kinda not the type of guy I usually go for.. But maybe that could be good.

Hannah Thinks..
Tomorrow is a green day. Yay!
There was this guy at the bonfire...
That had a super sexy body...
It was super super hot...
But he's "talking" to this ugly girl.
Like seriously.
There are really very few ugly people in this world.
Some are just more attractive than others.
But no.
She is seriously not cute.
In any way.
Shape.
Or Form.
And she's annoying.
Very bad judgment for The Guy with the Sexy Body.
He's a football player.
Mayber football players are hot after all.
Soccer players are delish though.
Yum.
I already did my math homework!
Without having to ask cute Sig guy for help!
Although...
Asking him for help wouldn't have neccessarily have been a bad thing.
I really want to talk to The Ginger.
Not the bonfire ginger.
But The Ginger.
I don't miss him as a boyfriend neccessarily.
I just miss him being in my life at all.
I hate how we don't talk anymore.
At all.
We haven't had a real conversation in months.
That's really sad...
He was like my bestfriend/make out partner.
Hahahahah MOP.
Get it?
Make Out Partner = MOP.
One of my friends made that up forever ago...
Those were the good days...
Not really.
But yahno.
Cute boy tried stealing my word from me today.
I set him straight ;)
Jk.
That sounds dirty...
Then again..
Doesn't everything nowadays.
I'm already getting tired again..
Boys make no sense.
Like seriously.
Okay.
And I think me & the guy that my friend likes but he likes me...
Might have had like a "moment".
Like yahno.
We were alone.
In the dark.
And we didn't actually do anything.
But still.
A moment.
Hahahah.
Not really.
That makes no sense.


Welll...

XOXO--Hannah
~no regrets~

Take me to your best friends house, marmalade we're making out

Hannah Thinks...
Florence & the Machine are seriously amazing.
So are the Fray.
And Usher.
Dangly earrings make me feel prettier.
Who knows why..
I really want an Iphone.
And I might actually get one soon!!!!
5 months until my birthday!
Guys that can play the piano >>>
& soccer players >>>
My mom wears her hair in pigtails...
I adore her <3
My puppy is being bad.
I <3 my indie playlist.
When in doubt, listen to John Mayer.
Helps everything.
I get my Twitter & Facebook back soon!!!
I've actually been going to sleep somewhat early for me.
I suck at math...
A cute boy even tried helping me!
That was kinda cute though..
It's offically Fall!
My life is made.
I want to go to a pumpkin patch!
And I get to go on a trip to IU soon with a bunch of people <3
Bonfire this weekend!!!
Well I hope.
I have lunch next!
And it's a green day <3
Step Up 2 has the best soundtrack.
So does Twilight.
Even though Twilight is kinda totally overrated.
I still haven't gotten a pair of vans!
And I want another pair of Toms...
I hate my dreams.
They're so weird.
Yeah.
My thoughts suck today so I'm just going to go.

XOXO--Hannah

~No Regrets~

We're together, now we're undone

Oh my gosh. Usher has the hottest voice ever. Like seriously. I'm in love <3
And guess what? It's fall! Like officially. I lovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelovelove fall so much!
Is it bad that I've already started my Christmas list? I really want a cute super fluffy white robe to wear while I'm getting ready... Am I lame or what?
But this weekend was fun. I went to a football game on Friday with some friends then on Saturday I had to babysit my little brother then I went over to my bestfriend's house.

Hopefully our plans to have a bonfire at this girl's grandparent's house this weekend will work out. They live in this huge house and have a big yard and everything.
I want to have a bunch of people over on like Friday too... And theres a pretty big football game on Saturday... And I want to hang out with this cute guy I met... And my best friend that goes to Central wants us to do something too... I still have no money. And I need to start saving up for the IU football game trip coming up again <3

So it's 9/11... I'm only 14 so I was really young when it actually happened but I was thinking about how scary it would have been if I actually realized what was happening...
It's my best guy friend's birthday too! Well his and his 2 brother's (their triplets) so I need to make him a card! I probably won't be able to give it to him today though since I have show choir & then my sister is running at a cross country meet...
Good Songs
Be Ok--Ingrid Michaelson
Don't Stop (Color on the Walls)--Foster the People
Shake it Out--Florence & the Machine
Full Moon--The Black Ghosts
Moving in the Dark--Neon Trees
Now or Never--Outasight
You Found me--The Fray
Stop & Stare--One Republic
Paradise--Colplay
Chasing Cars--Snow Patrol
Your Body is a Wonderland--John Mayer
Gravity--John Mayer
Free Falling--John Mayer
She is Love--Parachute (Only the acoustic version though)
Climax--Usher

Hannah Thinks...
I'm super hungry.
Lunch is next period.
The ginger wants to sit with us...
I can't wait for this weekend.
I love this weather!
September & October are the best months ever.
I'm dressing up my puppy for Halloween.
She's going to hate me for this.
This creepy guy is in my homeroom now... He creeps on me.
I am in love with Usher & John Mayer's voice.
Seriously. I want to go to a John Mayer concert.
Or a Nicki Minaj concert...
Or the Cab.
Or Justin Bieber <333333
I feel like dancing...
This is a good song.
The guys at North sadly aren't that cute....
But the hot black guy that said I was pretty at the assembly on Friday....
Yummm.
People are annoying though.
If you don't want me to talk to a guy because you like him or something...
Tell me.
I won't talk to him then.
But you can't just expect me to know.
Or don't say I can talk to him & then get mad.
People nowadays...
The fact that Pretty Girl Rock used to be me & my friends theme song >>>>
Actually it still is...
We're cute.
Jk.
Well kinda.

XOXO--Hannah
~No Regrets~