What would you do if I told you that I la la la la loved you, do if I said it tonight?

It keeps deleting my posts. Sooooo annoying. Like boys and their stupidness. *sigh* I haven't even talked to a boy in a week. That's crazy for me. So weird. And I didn't get to go to thebfair at all because I was grounded.I have absolutely nothing to blog about anymore. My life is so boring. I miss the ginger. It's really annoying. It's just how easy and fun everything with him was. Oh well. Enough mopong for today. And I don't really feel like ranting so... XOXO--hannah

Keep this skin out in the open, liars turn me on

So since like I said, music is one of the few things I actaully have right now, I figured I might as well share my current go to playlist... My Chick Bad--Ludacris ft. Nicki Minaj Take You-- Justin Bieber Fine by Me-- Andy Grammer Coffee & Cigarettes-- Never Shout Never Almost Lover-- A Fine Frenzy Everybody's Got Somebody But Me-- Hunter Hayes Make it Nasty-- Tyga Can You Keep a Secret-- The Cab Somebody's Heartbreak-- Hunter Hayes Drops of Jupiter-- Train Free Fallin'-- John Mayer Ours-- Taylor Swift Haven't Had Enough-- Marianna's Trench Make Me Proud-- Drake ft. Nicki Minaj Storm Warning-- Hunter Hayes If You Told Me To-- Hunter Hayes I Write Sins Not Tragedies-- Panic! At the Disco Chasing Cars-- Snow Patrol Booty Wurk-- T-Pain Wanted-- Hunter Hayes One of Those Nights-- The Cab La La-- The Cab Bounce-- The Cab Forever & Always-- Parachute Everybody Talks-- Neon Trees Ching-a-Ling-- Missy Elliott Hey Girl-- Justin Bieber Birthday Cake remix-- Rihannah & Chris Brown Drank in My Cup-- Kirko Bangz Rockstar 101-- Rihannah & Slash Tongue Tied-- Grouplove Break Ya Back-- timbaland & dev Give it to Me-- Timbaland Too Close-- Alex Clare Temporary Bliss-- The Cab So you should look these songs up if you haven't heard thrm!!! XOXO--hannah

Your secrets safe & no one has to know I'm your get away & a little bit more than you can take

I'm so confused with everything right now. I still don't have my phone back.. It hasn't even been taken away for a week though. *sigh* I think I'm going to ask for it ba k tomorrow. I really just need to talk to my friends right now. I don't get how I'm even confused about guys right now when I haven't even talked to theses guys in like a week. I always say I'm done with the ginger.. But it never works out. We'll decide to be just friends but I don't think thats really possible. Everything was just so much easier before we ever dated and were just friends. My parents found out about this one thing he did so they don't exactly approve of him anymore... And then there's the guy that I got grounded for. I'm going to call him.... John. (sorry my creativity skills are sucking right now so John is going to have to work). But yeah. I really don't know how I feel about him. He was kinda just a one time (okay... 2 time..) thing. And my parents for sure do not approve of him now so I would have to sneak around. Which is really tiring. And even though he's going to be a sophmore he'll be 16 in a couple weeks... I mean he's only like a year and a hald older than me. But still. I kinda want to tell him I think we should just be friends but then I look really slutty after everything that happened. In my defense, he knew I still liked the ginger and he kissed me anyways... But like he was kissing me and then I pull away and he's like "I really like you" & I don't say anything and he's like "do you like me?" and I still don't say anything and he's like "come on I just need a yes or no" and I was like " I don't know.. Things are complicated right now.. " and he kept asking me how... I'm not a deepperson. I kinda suck at telling people how I feel. I have like one friend I can actually tell everything like that too because we've been through alot of it together. When I was dating the ginger she was dating his beztfriend so we would always go on double dates and vent about how stupid our boyfriends were... She's my partner in crime... Hehehe I'm probably boring you with all my boy talk about boys you don't know... And if you do know who I'm talking about... Awkward. XOXO--hannah

It's true that I'm a silver shadow, and you are always on my mind

Blah. Life is so boring right now. I've just been watching Netflix all day. I cut off some of my old jeans and made some cute shorts. So yeah. I just feel like cuddling with a cute boy and watching movies all night. It's so weird how I can't watch certain movoes or listen to certain songs because of people. Like it won't even neccesarily be a good or bad memory with the song or whatever... But I just can't listen to or watch it. It's actually really annoying Hannah Thinks.. If I hear Payphone on the radio one more time I will scream. I need someone to talk too. Clothes & music is all I have left right now. I need my friends

A mouth that moves but fails to speak, & when you use your lips they better be on me

Looks like I'm going to be doing a lot more blogging since my parents deactivated my twitter and facebook... But I swear I don't fit in in my own family. Seriously. I have nothing in common with any of them... So I was just reading my posts from yesterday and realized how weird it would be if someone from my school were to read this... Because everyone knows who the ginger is. I mean he's the only ginger anybody talks too.. Awkward. Oh well. Hannah Thinks.. I am completely in love with Hunter Hayes I watch alot of Grey's Anatomy I need to get out of my house I miss my friends