Tuesday, January 31, 2012

I keep turning them down but they always come around, asking me to go around, thats not the way its going down.

Quotes of the Day:

If 2 past lovers can remain friends, its either they are still in love, or never were.

The bad guys lie to get in your bed, the good guys lie to get in your heart

Things of interest for today...
-Boys. Aren't they always.
-Women. (in the wise words of Brandon).
-Sluts. I have a theory...
-School :/
-Basketball players. I'm gunna marry one <3 (They're tall.)
-Fantasy basketball. I just don't get it...
-Baby Hippos
-Leonardo Decaprio
-How were all turning lesbian
-hannah is beautiful.
-Turtles with flamethrowers are sexy!
-Emma, the most stupidly pretty blonde in the WORLD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well with boys. They annoy me. But I <3 them. Girls are so dramatic all the time... :/ The girls that just date guys but don't do anything with them tend to get called whores alot. I think its because they're pretty and/or nice & thats why guys date them, not because they're a slut & other girls are just jealous. School is lame. Then again, when isn't it? I'm gunna marry a basketball player. An attractive one. All these guys I know are playing Fantasy Basketball & I just do not even get the concept of it at all. Baby hippos are cute... But would it be hippopotamuses or hippopti? So many questions... Leonardo Decaprio is pretty sexy. & in Shutter Island, the best movie ever. Well I'm not turning lesbian. But I have a girlfriend. She's pretty(: Hannah is beautiful. That's all that needs to be said. Turtles with flamethrowers... Not so much sexy more like scary? And I <3 Emma & she's actually very smart. But blonde.

The last part of my list was made up by guys so thats why it gets kinda weird... Oh well.

I'm barely wearing any make up today & apparently look really innocent. Innocent is so not my style...
There's this video on youtube called Princess Ke$ha. You should look it up...
I can't wait until this weekend.

Since I already did a list I guess I'm done.

Monday, January 30, 2012

I know you like me,, I know you do,, that's why everytime I come around she's all over you...

Quotes of the Day:

"I miss you doesn't always mean I want you back. Sometimes it means you only crossed my mind & I hope you're doing fine."
"Beauty might bring happiness, but happiness always brings beauty."

Ugh. I hate Mondays. They are THE WORST day of the week. Other than I'm the most awake on Mondays... There are 2 home games this week. & It's boys season. Hmmm (:
So this girl went from hating me to wanting to be my bestfriend? Aswkward... I wonder how this will turn out.
My bestfriend Anthony is the student council president. Therefore I am his advisor. Power to Hannah<3 Not to mention his twin brother (there actually triplets) is the Vice President...
I have to go to musical today :/ But I actually have nothing after school on Wednesday, which is my birthday!
I want chocolate cupcakes with chocolate icing & chocolate chips on top<3

Hannah Thinks...
I love dangly earrings
I actually have money! Shopping time!
I'm looking forward to this weekend.
I really want M&M's\
I cannot draw. At all.
Mint chocolate chip gum is amazing!
Guys with a British accent the sing are HOT!

Saturday, January 28, 2012

Come and meet me in the bathroom stall ; and show me why you deserve to have it all

Quotes of the Day:

"Flirtation: Attention without intention."

"Good girls are bad girls that don't get caught."

I've been watching videos of random stuff on Youtube for the past hour <3
Now I'm watching Jenna Marbles. This girl is my idol<3
& Now I'm watching glittery make up tutorials. I <3 Glitter!
I went shopping & out to eat yesterday with my grandparents for my birthday & got cute stuff from Wet Seal & Hollister. We ate at Rafferty's, & there was like a 20 minute wait so we're just sitting in the waiting area waiting and, of course, this GORGEOUS guy walks in with his family. & sits right across from me. So we're like eye flirting for 15 minutes. & if I do say so myself, I'm rather good at eye flirting... <3
I was talking to this guy on Gmail earlier & he's like I'm single now, we can be together, if we date I'll treat you right, & all this other crap... Yeah his average relationship last for 3.5 days. & I mean really. How many other girls were you hitting on at the same time? Wow.
The number one thing that annoys me the most is people that lie, & copycats :/
There was this whole drama thing over girls saying that girls that are in middle school & go clubbing are trashy. I mean, I personally wouldn't go now, but I have nothing against people that do. I know I'll end up going at some point. I mean if you're just going with your girl friends & having fun why not. It's when you're 13, getting drunk, & dancing on some 17 year old black guy whose name you don't even know when it starts to get trashy...
I hate it when girls post pictures on facebook & its not even cute but you can totally see down their shirt & all these guys are commenting like "wow, you're gorgeous" or "you're so beautiful". Uh no. You just think she has nice boobs... People nowadays...
Act like a slut, get guys. Crappiest thing ever...
Guys confuse me so much. But you know that one guy I would always talk about in my posts earlier? I kinda just got over him all of a sudden. Finally. Until I see him again. Which I know will happen at some point. Then I'm screwed...

Hannah Thinks...
This was a pretty long post of me just talking about stuff.
I <3 doing my makeup & hair just for fun.
If a guy likes you but doesn't want to date you... what does that mean?
I want chocolate cupcakes for my birthday(:
If you bring me cupcakes I will <3 you forever!
I have some creepers...
I'm in a good mood for no apparent reason...

Well. Bye<3

Friday, January 27, 2012

Big cities & bright lights ; Sleep all day, long nights

Its Friday! My grandparents are taking me out to dinner & shopping tonight for my birthday. I have to go to musical until 5 first though... Ugh.
I'm in Algebra. As always. We had this test & I didn't get anything... Shocker. & I have a Science test next period :/
I'm so happy its Friday. This year seems to have flown by so far. It's kinda crazy.
I love the song Upgrade U by Beyonce<3 Its great.
So I was thinking about how alot of people don't like me until they meet me... I've been told I'm "intimidating" to people younger than me. I'm like 5 ft. Not so scary. Apparently its the way I carry myself....
Taco Bell sounds really good right now. So does a blizzard...
There are so many players. Guys make me so mad sometimes. & then they're like why are you mad at me? I'm like you know why now go away.

Glad You Came by The Wanted is a good song too<3

Hannah Thinks...
Schools been stupid this week.
I'm pretty sure I failed my Algebra test
Drake & Rihanna are amazing. Therefore, Take Care by Drake & Rihanna is the best song ever.
I like Facebook again.
Black guys are sexy<3
I draw really cute dogs (taught by Emily) (:

My adorable puppy <3

Thursday, January 26, 2012

Easy come, easy go, thats just how you live oh take take take it all but you never give...

Quotes of the Day:

"I got my hand in my pocket & my head in a cloud."

"I wish he meant it when he kissed me because then I could look back & see someone who loved me but I can only go back & see someone who used me."
6 days until my birthday<3 It's almost Friday too<3
In Social Studies, taking notes :/
So this time of the year last year got super dramatic. & its kinda heading that way right now... Couples are getting in fights, guys are being jerks... Story of my life...
Well now I'm out in the hallway "doing Rosetta Stone" with Emma, Emily, & Hailey... & some random 7th grade chic thats actually doing Rosetta Stone... Lame

Hannah Thinks...
You're making me mad...
Songs explain everything.
School's almost over! <3
You deserve to be smacked. hard.

Monday, January 23, 2012

Can't deny that I want you but I'll lie if I have too.

Quotes of the Day:

You never stop loving someone, you just learn to live without them.

If she's amazing she won't be easy. If she's easy she won't be amazing. If she's worth it you won't give up. If you give up, you're not worthy.

Today's actually been a good day. No apparent reason, but still decent. Exhibition tonight! I'm getting ready with friends & we're going together. I actually think we're going to do pretty good.

I had to write this short story about whatever we wanted for English & my story was kinda depressing... But I thought I'd post it.(:

All That We Know
     I turned and looked at the place I had called home for the past 16 years of my life. I expected to feel something, not necessarily sadness, but definitely something more than what I was feeling about leaving. But that was the thing. I felt absolutely nothing. I turned and walked down the street, past the intersection of my street to the next, past Ali, my old best friends, house pausing for a second at the corner of the street where we would always wait for the bus in elementary school.
     I couldn't actually believe I was doing this yet. I hadn't gotten to the point where I actually realized what I was doing. Or where I was going. I pulled my beaten up cell phone out of my back pocket and for what must have been the millionth time that day, read the message from Kay. “We're finally leaving this place. Meet me in the empty lot by the school at 3:00- XOXO, Kay”.
     It was only 2:00 so I slowed my pace. I had tried “running away” once before, when I was 10, but didn't get very far. Six years ago... That was when it all started. Lost in my thoughts it took me a second to realize I was already by the elementary school. The swings near the playground swayed back and forth gently in the almost chilling October breeze.
     Out of impulse I started toward them, remembering the times I would spend on them, the happy days, before everything changed. I sat on the swing farthest to the right and watched as a young couple with a dog walked past slowly. I laid my one small bag on the ground and pulled out my faded leather notebook and a pencil. I just couldn't hold it in anymore. The realization finally hit me and I began to write, everything from the past year pouring out. Ali and I getting into our fight, my dad finally moving out, meeting Kay and how we started devising our plan. How Kay was the only person that seemed to get me in this town. The words just came pouring out effortlessly & I must have written for a good 20 minutes before it started raining, & broke me out of my spell. I hadn't written like this since middle school. I flipped to the last page and wrote my farewell note to this town: “I know where I've been & what I've done, but what really matters is still unwritten.” I ripped the page out & let it be taken away in the drizzling rain and winds. This is where my life real begins.

I even had dramatic pictures to go with it.

So I realized I kinda just got over this one guy from over the summer. Like all of a sudden, I was just kinda totally over him... Weird how that happens...

Hannah Thinks...
You & me baby we're stuck like glue(:
I don't have to go to musical today<3
I think I'm gunna delete some of my old posts because if certain people read them I'd be screwed...
Karma really is a bitch. hehehe.
I know a guy that look like Justin Bieber & Ausin Mahone. Beat that ;)
I'm doing a technical paper on how to write a blog...
Ima marry a basketball player. I swear!
There are some weird song lyrics...
Did you know there's a song called "Lying is the Most Fun a Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off"? True story. Its by Panic! at the Disco...

Saturday, January 21, 2012

I'm just a little bit caught in the middle, life is a maze & love is a riddle...

Quotes of the Day:

I never get jealous when I see my ex with another girl because my mommy always told me to give my used toys to the less fortunate.”

"If 2 past lovers can remain friends, its either they are still in love, or never were."

Well. I'm starting to like Facebook more again. Except for all the creeps I'm friends with. I really need to go through & delete people... This guy who was 18 was messaging me like "your hella fine." & asking if I want to hang out tonight.  Yupp, because that so would end great... People are creepers. But I was talking to this cute guy from West Virgina that messaged me & was like " I don't think I've had the pleasure of talking to your beautiful self now have I?" Hehe.

I had to get up at freakin 7:30 for a dance practice from 8-10. The day feels so much longer when you get up early... I really want to go to the mall tommorrow. I even have $10 now! (:
I finished the first season of The Walking Dead on Netflix today. The last 2 episodes were really good. & very creepy...

Hannah Thinks...
Some people will do anything for attention...
I can't wait until my birthday.
I wish I were older...
Dang it. West Virginia guys 17 :/
But really. A 17 & 18 year old in one day? I've got it going on ;)
People are so dramtic. Just go with the flow<3

Friday, January 20, 2012

If you fall for me,, I'm not easy to please....

Quote of the Day:

"If you're going to be two-faced at least make one of them pretty."

I think there is a fine line between being a slut and being classy. I walk that line.”

Guys confuse me so much... I have officially decided they CANNOT make up their minds. Do you like me or don't you? And they think girls are confusing...
I have to be back at my school at 8:00 tommorow. MORNING. I do not get up before 10:00 on a Saturday. Ever. Sucky. It's our last dance practice before exhibition. I think we're going to do pretty amazing<3
I got asked to go to the movies again tonight with this guy... I kinda like him... But I said no because for one: I'm completely broke. And two: I've had bad experiences at the movies. & he wanted it to just be me & him... And three: I have to get up early tommorrow :/

When I started this blog I never thought I'd like blogging as much as I do... And this is my 51st post! I really hope I keep up with this because its kinda nice to have a place to put everything down.

So my family is going through this healthy food phase... And I actually kinda like it surprisingly...

Hannah Thinks...
-If guys would just tell you they liked you life would be so much easier.
-I just got asked if I'm still a virgin? Hello. I'm 13. What do you think? Then again... with people nowadays..
-Do sunflower seeds really come from sunflowers? & if you planted one would it grow? I'm gunna try that.
-Dried blueberries ar nasty!
-Some people are so just not my type...
-But apparently I'm intimidating to people younger than me? Hmmm...

Come save me now, I know you can...

Today's boringg... In Algebra chatting on gmail w/ my bestfriend because she's home sick </3 Haha we're just talking about guys... Shocker right? We only have 2 more practices before exhibition. We're good except for this one girl who doesn't even know the dance...Or HOW to dance in general... Oh gosh...

Hannah's Dream Guy<3
(I know I already did this, but this list is an updated one)
-Plays guitar
-Not awkward, or shy, or quiet
-Bad boyish. Just slightly ;)
-Brown eyes<3333

This was from yesterday(:

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Everybody's tryna get to me, every guys out for the kill ; I'm the type of girl worth pursuing, but I won't be caught standing still.

Quotes of the Day:

"I worked so hard for that first kiss, and a heart don't forget something like that. Like an old photagraph, time can make a feeling fade, but the memory of you will never fade away."

“A girl should be 2 things: Classy & Fabulous.”

I stayed home until the end of 4th period today because I had a headache... Then when I woke up my mom was gone so I call her and she's like I'll be home in over an hour then I'll take you to school if you want so I wand curled my hair again<3
I'm going through a crazy eyeshadow phase. Today I'm wearing gold & pink<3
Ugh. People confuse me so much. I swear its annoying. Like make up your mind... 

I realized I have this issue with comparing every guy I talk to to this other guy... It kinda sucks... Like no guy is like him. I'll talk to a guy for maybe 2 weeks and then it will just get boring or he'll want to get serious & I won't, or something like that. Theres always something...
I was talking to one of my guy friends earlier today & he's like majorly depressed over this girl... We were like venting to each other about all this stuff...

Hannah Thinks...
I don't know what to do...
How come its always the girls fault...?
Chinese food<3
I don't feel like sleeping.
People nowadays are such liars...

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Sometimes you move so well it's hard not to give in...

Quotes of the Day:

"Its crazy how you can go months or even years without talking to someone, yet they still cross your mind everyday."

"Someday, someone will walk into your life & make you realize why it never work ed with anyone else."

I was wondering... Did you noticed that all of my post titles for at least the past 30 posts are song lyrics? All of them <3 Alot of the time they don't even go with what my post is about, I just like having song lyrics. I'm also keeping a list of quotes so that everytime I find one I like I add it to the list...

Hannah Thinks...
I'm not nearly as stupid as people seem to think I am.
Fight your own battles, don't make you're bestfriend do it for you.
People confuse me so much.
I love talking on the phone.
If you won't let people put pictures of you on facebook you're obviously way to insecure.
I tend to trust the people I shouldn't & not trust the people I should.

I've asked about you & they've told me things but my mind didn't change then I still feel the same way...

Quotes of the Day:

“I want a guy who takes charge, but lets me have my say once in a while. A good relationship is all about balance and chemistry.”

"A little revenge goes a long way."

School :/
First boys home game today though. The school we're playing today beat us by 67 points last year... We're screwed... Not to mention everyones out sick today so our dance team is going to look tiny.. I curled my hair & pinned it back. But I burned my hand in 2 spots & it hurts so bad... I swear the weather here is bipolar. It went from snowing at the end of last week to warm enough you can just wear a sweater out & you wouldn't be cold. I hate it...
We had to go out in the hallway today in 1st period because of the storm coming through. best thing ever. First of all we got out of 1st period. & second I was by the most interesting people...
The song I'm Not Over You by Gavin DeGraw is so true<3
So I guess at my school dying your hair red is currently in? Hmm. Some people look good with it though...

My birthday is in exactly 2 weeks <3

Hannah Thinks...
I swear I'm freaking bipolar sometimes...
What are you supposed to say when a gorgeous guy you barely know vents his whole life story to you...?
When I say "Interesting" I really mean lame.
Some people are so awkward. I mean really...

Well just got home from the game. Both of are boys teams lost... The school we played was really good. & the guys are freaking hot... There was this one guy, who I'm just gunna call Sexy Blonde Boy, & yeah HOTTEST GUY I'VE SEEN IN A WHILE<3 Boys games are definately more interesting than girls...

Monday, January 16, 2012

I got a sick obsession, I'm seeing it in my dreams

Quotes of the Day:

"One day you’re gonna want her. That girl that knew she wasn’t perfect, but tried to be for you. That girl who wanted nothing more than to be there for you, and loving you was the only way she could. The girl who sees your flaws, but values them as much as your strengths. That girl who still can’t bring herself to hate you, even though sometimes you probably deserve it. The girl that should have you, but doesn’t."

"Never underestimate a girl's power to find things out."

This has been a sucky day. Wait scratch that. A sucky weekend.
I'm actually kinda ready to go back to school. But anyways... With my past 2 experiences with the movies... Yeah I think I shouldn't go to the movies anymore...
But you're not going to believe this. I actually ran into S & K at the mall today. I mean really? Twice in one weekend? How sucky. But I posted a status on facebook that was like "That awkward moment when you see that one person you don't want to see. Twice. In one weekend. :/. & K commented and was like well S didn't really want to see you either sweetheart... But I didn't reply because I think facebook drama is the stupidest thing...
But really. For one: I don't even know K... At all. And 2: S should be mad at her bf. He's the one that lied to me & said he didnt have a girlfriend. He's the freaking idiot so back off me...

Hannah Thinks...
Wand curled hair tommorow? Yes(:
Sweatpants w/ my wand curled hair? NO.
I do but I don't wanna go to school.
Screw the movies...
A Joyful Noise is a good movie though...
Guys confuse me.
I met a guy that can play the guitar. And looks like Justin Bieber... WIN! <3

Life is good, I can't complain...I mean I could but no ones listening...

Quotes of the Day:

"Life is like a 1,000 page book. You want to quit halfway through, but then you realize you have a lot left to look forward to.”

“If you cry over a guy, then your friends can’t date him. It can’t even be considered.”

Ugh. I'm so confused. I like this guy but I don't. If that even makes sense...
So I went to the movies tonight with my friend A. We were going to meet Jay & J  (these 2 guys from our school) there after their basketball practice so they were going to be kinda late. Me & A ran into our friend C & her friend, L, who were going to see the same movie so we sat with them. So we're just sitting there before the movie starts & guess who walks in. The guy I went to the movies with over winter break & did some stuff with, O. & Guess who he's with. His girfriend, S, who he cheated on with me (which I did NOT know they were together). & her bitchy bestfriend, K. They sit like 8 seats away from us which was soooooo awkward... So when Jay & J get there they brought there awkwardly annoying friend N & we go out to the lobby to meet them. The movie had started about 25 minutes before & they wouldn't sell them tickets since it was than 20 minutes into the movie & the annoying guy selling tickets knew there obviously with us. So they buy tickets to a different movie & go see that since this ladies watching them to make sure they go in the right theatre thingey. Then O & S & K leave to go who knows where & offer us their popcorn. (Which by the way we don't take because they probably spit in it knowing them... So then about halfway through our movie Jay texts me & is like meet me in the lobby so me & A go & meet him. He shows me the texts from S saying how her best friend K that was with them wants to beat me up. (How trashy...) & Jay's asking S why saying I didn't do anything & she's like yes she did I loved him & all this annoying crap. So me & A go back to our movie theatre. Then about 20 minutes after that Jay texts me asking me to meet him in the lobby because their leaving & he wants to say goodbye. But I wouldn' got because who knows if K's there & I'd rather keep my cute nose, well cute.
Ugh. I'm so stupid sometimes. I don't even feel like talking to anybody right now which is why I just totally vented this whole thing on here. Even though I'll probably end up deleting it... Oh well. You guys probably don't even care, I just really needed to tell someone. I think I'm gunna text my bestfriend & tell her this whole interesting story thing... Blah.

Hannah Thinks...
My life is so awkward.
How the heck did it just so happen that they would be in the exact same movie theatre as us. :/
But apparently O was tricked into going...? Very interesting. Although he is known for lying.

Meant to post this last night but I wasn't feeling it... Oh well. This is probably the most confusing story ever too....


Saturday, January 14, 2012

& don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore, you lost the love I loved the most

Quotes of the day:

"Don't lie to the girl of your life for the hoe of the night."

"I was born with an enormous need for affection & a terrible need to give it."

Well I pretty much did absolutely nothing today... But I did watch the Justin Bieber movie. Justin Bieber makes me happy. Like I'm not even kidding. I'm just sitting there watching the movie & won't stop smiling...  <3
I started talking to this really cute guy... Don't know if it will end up getting serious... But he's cool to talk to & thats all I'm really looking for right now... But I mean you never know...

My Favorite playlist<3
Safe and Sound--Taylor Swift feat. The Civil Wars
Talk that Talk--Rihanna feat. Jay-Z
Take Care--Drake feat. Rihanna
Work Out--J Cole
We Found Love--Rihanna feat. Calvin Harris
Blackout--Breathe Carolina
Little Bad Girl--David Guetta feat. Taio Cruz & Ludacris
Turn Me On--David Guetta feat. Nicki Minaj
Domino--Jessie J
Gold Digger--Kanye West feat. Jamie Foxx
She will be Loved--Maroon 5
Take Over Control--Afrojack feat. Eva Simons
Jar of Hearts-Christina Perri
Crank it Up--David Guetta & Akon
In the Dark--Dev
Not Over You-Gavin DeGraw
Summer Love--Justin Timberlake
Rock your Body--Justin Timberlake
Just a Kiss--Lady Antebellum
Marry the Night-Lady GaGa
Id I Never See Your Face Again--Maroon 5 feat. Rihanna
Fly--Nicki Minaj feat. Rihanna
I Write Sins Not Tragedies--Panic! at the Disco
You da One--Rihanna

I just listen to this playlist over & over & over...


Friday, January 13, 2012

All these haters mad cause I'm so established ;)

Quotes of the Day:

"Beauty often seduces us on the road to truth."

"For every situation, there is a suitable line from a song."

In Algebra. This is the only class I actually ever have time to write in my blog. Well. As of right now I have no plans for this weekend... On Monday we might go see beauty & the Beast in theaters for our musical since thats the play we're doing yahno...

Isn't this pretty? Emma made it for me <3

Hannah Thinks
I really can't believe we didn't even get a 2-hour delay.
This school is sucky.
Exhibition is a week from this Monday... Lets hope we don't fail.

Thursday, January 12, 2012

& I just can't resist you ; its not enough to say that I miss you...

Quotes of the day:

"Any person can be nice to your face, but it takes a real friend to be nice behind your back."

“A girl doesn’t need anyone who doesn’t need her.”

Ugh. My dads been so annoying. According to him everything I do is wrong. My clothes make me look "trampy". Or I'm wearing way to much eyeliner. Or why am I always the one flirting with all the guys? Sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo annoying... :/

I love love love this. Its  sad though. I've always wanted to have that best guy friend you grew up with then started dating & fell in love with & got married too & stayed happily in love until we died... that would be so cute... <3

Hannah Thinks...
I'm sleepy...
I don't even know why I'm doing what I'm doing right now...
I'm so incredibly stupid sometimes...
I hate our school...
Apparently I have small feet?

You know what I like, now get it right, boy talk that talk to me all night...

Quotes of the day:

“The only rule is don’t be boring and dress cute wherever you go. Life is too short to blend in.”

“I don’t want to be alone, I want to be left alone.” <-- True words right here...

Today's been boring. It didn't even snow last night so we didn't get a 2 hour delay :/
I've been falling asleep before 10:00 every night this week. Thats like a new record for me...

It snowed! Alot. Around like 5 it really started snowing. Maybe we'll get a 4 day weekend<3 That would be absolutely amazing...

I really don't feel good right now :/

Hannah Thinks...
I hate it when people talk to me when I have my headphones in...
I really really really really want to get a 2 hr delay or no school tomorrow
I liked my eyeshadow today<3
Curled hair & sweatpants DOES NOT work...

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

Think we kissed but I forgot...

Quotes of the day:
"The scary thing about distance is that you don't know whether they will miss you or forget you."
"Don’t trust too much. Don’t love too much. Don’t hope too much, because that too much can hurt you so much."

Today was ok. This morning I like flipped out on my dad though... Oh well. & it was raining. I hate going outside when its raining. When we're inside I <3 it, but outside? Uh no.
It's supposed to snow tommorrow so I'm hoping for a 2-hour delay at least. That would definately be amazing.

Hannah Thinks...
It needs to snow.
When everyone walks out of a  school bathroom just because your in there you might want to start taking the hint that NO ONE likes you.
Guys w/ their ears pierced are sexy(:
I need to take guys shopping so they can dress hotly.

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

I might be too strung out on compliments; overdosed on confidence

So I realized that for me hating guys right now I've been flirting alot... so I've officially decided that I don't hate guys anymore. They are just annoying sometimes & some are not even worth talking too. At all.

I took this picture today & I love love love it(:

We finally finished learning the rest of exhibition. I'm actually kinda hoping it will rain tonight. A nice rainy, texting, watching Keeping Up w/ the Kardashians, texting some more, & doing my nails kinda night would be lovely right now.
Talking to this guy on the phone... He's so stupid.
& Austin Mahone is going to marry me. So back.off

Hannah Thinks...
I'll be 14 in less than a month. Then only 4 years until I can do whatever I want. & get out of here...<3
Mini cupcakes are the best.
Swamp green is not my color.
Guys at my school are NOT cute anymore.
I can't wait until exhibition.
Reality tv is so staged sometimes.

Just close your eyes, you'll be alright, you & I'll be safe and sound...

In holding making Anthony listen to Safe & Sound by Taylor Swift since its the prettiest song ever. Today's going to be a long day. I can already feel it :/
But I was thinking... People say the weirdest stuff.

The Weird Things People Will Say (& do)
"Whats up". I mean, people from other countries probably think thats weird.
"Wanna go?" I know there talking about fighting but... Alot of people are probably thinking go where?
"Come at me bro". I mean really. If someone wants to fight you why the heck would you call them bro?
"Ima Boss". Why a boss? Alot of people hate their bosses...
When people type using q's a g's. Makes.No.Sense.

Do you ever wonder that when your missing someone maybe their missing you too? The annoying thing is... You don't know if they do. & it would be awkward to find out that they don't at all. But at the same time theirs that chance that you would find out that they do miss you. That they were just feeling the same & thinking maybe you didn't miss them. I swear life gets so complicated sometimes.... If you could just know these little things alot of people would be happier.

Monday, January 09, 2012

Look for the girl with a broken smile, ask her if she wants to stay awhile...

We get our report cards today...So we're on this weird schedule. I don't even know what I'm supposed to be doing right noww, we have a sub...
I love how I'm posting twice today but I'm incredibly bored.
I find it extremely annoying that the director of our musical on the calendar didn't have me down as needing to go to rehearsal so I was actually going to have my one day off for the next forever & then she goes & changes the schedule :/
The song Shake by Jesse McCartney is really good. I <3 this song.
I'm actually not tired for once, which is really weird...

Best Pretty Songs
Little House-Amanda Seyfriend
Breakeven- The Script
She Will Be Loved-Maroon 5
Safe & Sound-Taylor Swift
Never Grow Up-Taylor Swift

Safe & Sound is really good... You should go look it up. Now. (:

Things you shouldn't do
Die your hair but not keep up with it.
Get caught lying & then lie about the fact that you lied
Post on fb every 2 minutes telling us what class your in.
Talk about somebody to there best friend.
Assume everything you hear is true.

Your like a candystore & I'm a toddler, got me wanting more & more,, more,, more

Well this weekend was ok. I went to the best friend’s house & we made really good fudge with way to many marshmallows...

But that night my best friend was all like you really need to text that guy, talking about the one that went to the dance with the awkward girl & that I was talking about wanting to talk to earlier. And I wouldn't.

I thought the reason that I wouldn't was because I didn't want to get involved with him again. But the real reason is what if I do try talking to him & he's not interested at all? Yeah, he's not dating anybody but that really doesn't mean anything, maybe they just haven't put a label on it yet... So honestly I wouldn't mind getting involved with him again. Ugh. The reason that we stopped talking was because I got grounded for 2 weeks after the Fall Festival & had no way to talk to him so he pretty much thought I was ignoring him. Which my mom thinks was a good thing :/

But I found a picture of us from 2 summers ago when we first met & I'm like aww :(

I found the BEST old pictures. They are so going on facebook...

My little sister who's in 5th grade has seen Breaking Dawn & I still haven't. Lameness...

But I spent FOREVER organizing my room yesterday. My room was already pretty organized. Or at least I thought. Now its empty...

Now I just need to convince my parents to let me go to boarding school & everything would be perfect.


Hannah Thinks
6th grade guys annoy me.
I really really want a peppermint mocha from Starbucks right about now.
Boarding school would be amazing.
I want to go to a formal dance.
Purple is the best color.
I actually look pretty good today.

Friday, January 06, 2012

They call me hartbreaker; I don't wanna decieve ya

In Algebra. I love how I always write posts while I'm in this class... Today's group picture day for the yearbook... We already had our dance pictures so I'm not wearing our cute uniforms anymore. Even though they are incredibly itchy.
Yesterday was a hard dance practice. The girl that taught us our dance is a college dance coach so she taught the dance so fast...
    When I changed into my school clothes this morning after the dance picture I realized I forgot a tank top. And belt :/
So now I'm wearing a Hollister belt I got from this guy. As in I made him take it off. Not like he actually uses it anyways... It's actually kinda cute. You can't tell its a guys...
My bestfriend Anthony has been bugging me about posting on my blog so I let him this morning as you can see in my last post...

Hannah Thinks
I suck at Algebra...
I can be smart when I want too.
Give me a reason to dislike you & I'm not going to forget it.
I wonder if the guy will notice if I keep his belt...

Best friend is a boss?

Alright so, I have guy friend and he is an absolute boss! I mean this kid is AMAZING! Nothing can get better than this guy. He rides my bus and he is hiliarous! I don't have much more to say so..... bye (:
-Anthony :D

And she will be loved...

In enrichment. Just had to do a spelling bee. I got out on purpose on the word micromanage. I'm actually really good at spelling. But oh well. Who wants to be in a spelling bee?
     I'm reallyyyy hungry. & Sick. I keep sneezing. At least its not as bad as yesterday...
I have to go to choir next. We're learning our ISSMA songs. There is one that is absolutely gorgeous. I can't wait to learn it.
     There's this guy at our school and he's pretty much obsessed with every attractive girl & he drives me crazy. There are way to many annoying, lying, jerkish, players out there. & Guys wonder why I won't date them....
And I am officially staying away from guys with girlfriends. I'm not even kidding. Have a girlfriend, don't even try. blah.

Little kids officially scare me...
Tommorow's group picture day. We get to wear our new sequinsy dance uniforms to school.

Hannah Thinks
School sucks.
I don't feel like writing.


Thursday, January 05, 2012

Cause when the heart breaks no it don't break even...

Watching Mama Mia. I Love this movie. It would be the funnest musical ever to do! That is now on my list of things to do. Be in the musical Mama Mia(:
We worked on exhibition for our dance team today. Its going pretty well. Tommorow we're learning the part to the song thats like "whatcha want boy? I wanna hot girl"... Best part of the whole thing<3

I just heard the song Breakeven by The Script earlier today & realized what a good song it is. I hadn't heard it in forever.... Its officially my new favorite song.
     So guys are annoying the crap put of me. I pretty much can't stand any of them. At all.  Then again most people are being really annoying. But really. When I say leave me alone I'm not just saying it because I can. I mean I don't feel like talking & GO AWAY.
I was talking to this girl I've known forever but never really talked to yesterday on gmail. We kinda feel the same way about alot of things. 
     I so don't want to be here right now. I want to be at home, asleep. I can't wait until this weekend.

Hannah Thinks
I don't like you.
There are few people I actually enjoy being with for more than half an hour.
I would die without music.
I don't trust anyone anymore... & people wonder why.

You can kinda tell that this post was written on 2 different days because my mood totally changed from one paragraph to the next...
Well. Bye.

Monday, January 02, 2012

But darling you are the only exception...

Well Winter Break is over. Now I'm back in Algebra being bored & writing in my blog. So far today has been borinnggg. :/
I just want to go home and go back to bed. This school is so boring.
Today hasn't been that dramatic, surprisingly. At least, yet...
I really have absolutely nothing to talk about today.
Yesterday I was talking to this guy & we were talking about how people will "move on" or get over people. I realized that people will tell someone they've moved on even though they haven't to try & help them get over that person. But it won't work, & the person they told they moved on will actually move on when they other person never will. They just don't want to be the one going back to the person & saying they miss them first. Deep, right? If that made any sense at all...
Oh well.

Good TV shows
Pretty Little Liars
Law & Order SVU
Make it or Break it
Switched at Birth
America's Next Top Model
Kourtney & Khloe Take Miami
10 Things I Hate About You
Secret Life of the American Teenager