Well maybe it's me & my blind optimism to blame

Well. This weekend was interesting to say the least...
Friday was our Holiday Choir concert. It went really well. The Hallelujah chorus sounded AMAZING. My dad recorded it so I actually got to listen to that song. Afterwards a group of 4 of us went to our friend's house for her birthday.
I'm getting stalked. Seriously. By my pyscho ex. They were stalking my house & my mom thinking she was me Friday night at like midnight. Thank god I wasn't home... It went on for about an hour. But my mom thought they were going to try to get in our house. My parents almost called the police...My mom calls me & is freaking out worried that they might try to come and find me since they had 2 older guys & a getaway car with them... I was so scared. What the heck are they trying to accomplish? For hating me so much they sure take alot of time out of their lives to obsess over me.
HE dumped me. Not the other way around. And I'm sorry I wouldn't get back with his sorry self again when he came begging for me back. I was done & I told him that straight up. He's just not used to being told no by anyone. He seriously gets whatever he wants.,
Oh, & to make the whole thing better, when my mom realized who it was & she knew one of the guys she screams "I'm calling your mother!"... Although according to her he looked very scared after that. And his mom did flip out when she called him.
But it's not like they're just ding dong ditching or tping us.. This is like harassment. Seriously They were yelling "Hannah's a bitch" and other stuff at our house so loud it woke up our neighbors.. And I haven't even talked to any of these guys since this summer. Psycho idiots.
But me & my clever self changed my ex's name in my phone to "Not Worthy of Having Your Name in My Phone". Pretty clever right? I was cracking myself up with that one. And I don't want to delete his number so that if he tries to text or call me I'll know it's him.
And I changed the guy that got me grounded's contact to Lying Cheating Idiot. That's about as nicely as I could put it.

On the brighter side of things...
I'm ungrounded.
And there's the attractive guy in my English class with the dreamy eyes who sends me cute goodmorning texts. (:
And my bestfriends <3

And I really hope my ex knows that I can think of several people who would willingly beat the crap out of him if I asked them too. He's such a douche. Just saying.

Kisses--Hannah

I'm the barbie on the boardwalk summer of '45

In.
Glitter!
Being smart.
CAPITAL LETTERS.
:D
My blog. (duh)
Christmas music.
Owls.
TPing
Pictures.
Biology & the fact that we do nothing.
Painting nails during class.
Having my phone back.
My friends.
The fudge we made.
Marshmallow fluff.
Infinity scarves.
Pandas.
My heels for Santa Switch.
Sparkly calculators.
Saying "kisses".
Being happy.
Happy songs.
Movie nights.
My little brother playing a donkey in his pre-school play.
(: (cute smiley faces)
Boots.
Our elf.
Baby lips.


Out.
The fact that I used to use 2 commas.
Cats.
Basketball players.
SLOW TEXTER BACKERS.
Ding dong ditching at 2 am.
Having a mini panic attack after being ding dong ditched at 2 am.
Salmon. (the color)
My puppy. (she bit my pinkie)
Essays.
C lunch.
Thursday lunches.
Tornado drills.
People pulling the fire alarm when it's freezing outside.
How annoying I must have been in 6th grade.
:) (awkward smiley faces)
Being the ugly twin. (hehehe)
Using the letter "u" instead of "you".
Eavesdroppers.
Capitalizing i.

You know you love me.
Kisses--Hannah

And it's you and me and all other people, and I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

Hola chicas!
Not that I got a B on my Algebra test or anything. Meaning I can exempt my final! Yayayayayay!!! And I got an instagram. And I'm making fudge and chocolate covered pretzels today after school for our concert. How exciting, right?
And guess who got a "Good morning beautiful" text this morning? This girl. I was grounded for too long...
Now all I need is my Twitter back & everything will be perfect. <3
Anyways. To say thank you to the guy who has been helping with my math & is pretty much the only reason I got a B on my test, I'm bringing him some of the pretzels & fudge. Gotta love me, right?
Only half an hour left in school, thankfully. I'm almost absolutely sure I aced my U.S history test to so everything's good. Now I just have to study for my finals in Biology & French & English & Choir & gym. Why must we have a final in gym? Whyyy? Why do we even have gym. Not like we accomplish anything anyways.
Christmas countdown: 12 days!
We have the elf on the shelf for my little brother & guess what the "elf" brought me? Baby Lips in Pink Punch. Thank you Elfie <3
It's realllly pink though... I'll post a picture of my very pink lips later.
I'm excited for this weekend too!
And next week is our last week of school before Christmas Break!

Anyways... Here are some pictures I just found from before I got my phone taken away..

 This is my new calculator!!!

 <333

 I looked cute that day...

 My bestest friend <3

 



Kisses--Hannah

Before you, I'd only dated self-indulgent takers, that took all of their problems out on me.

Hello chicas!
That's my new word. You like? It means girl in Spanish if you didn't already know.. Even though I take French. But oh well. Chica sounds cuter than fille (girl in French). And I refer to pretty much everyone as either doll, love, darling, babe, & now chica. How cute is that?
Anyways. I am officially ungrounded as of today. I spent pretty much all day texting. I missed people so much.
But sadly, next week is finals week. I'm kinda totally stressing out. I didn't really think finals were going to be this stressful but everything has been so hectic. * Sigh*
But on the bright side, I have my phone back and some friends are coming over tomorrow to make fudge & chocolate covered pretzels for our Holiday Concert cake & cookie walk on Friday.
I'm so excited for Christmas...
I really probably should be studying some more for my U.S History & Algebra 2 tests I have tomorrow.
But I was seriously getting really stressed out. So I decided to blog a bit.

Shoutout to this cute guy in my English class who is the only reason I get anything we are doing right now in Algebra class. Not to mention, you would be really cute with my best friend. Just saying.
See, told you I'd talk about you since I "talk about everyone on my "book" as you call it".

Anyways. Today was all about letting go of the past & starting over for me. Every single old sweet message, or picture, or bracelet or anything from the ginger is now gone. Deleted. Erased. Thrown away.
Here's to new beginnings & a happier me.
I've seriously been so happy the past couple months. Not talking to guys makes life so much more simple. Not even kidding.
Too bad that probably won't last long. Oh well. But I have decided I'm not going to let guys change my mood or have as much of an effect on me ever again. I mean, there's nothing wrong with flirting right?
That funny moment when I legitimately had to shoo guys away from my locker today. My friend thought it was hilarious. She was like you would be the girl that has to shoo guys away from surrounding her locker.
So on Friday after our choir concert we're going to my friend's to sleepover for her birthday. And I'm ungrounded. So I can go!!!! Yay <3
That sad sad moment when my best friend was sick on my first day of being ungrounded. *Tear* we just texted all day..

Anyways.

Hannah Thinks...
Finals.
*Sigh*
The fact that nobody will let go of the "dreamy eyes" incident..
Although dreamy eyes will get you places in life in my book.
Especially if they're brown.
Just saying.
The fact that I don't get mny 3rd exemption because I was late.
Once.
And not even by a minute.
So freaking annoying.
My puppy is sleeping with me tonight.
Jealous anyone?
Jaykay.
I miss my bestfriend </3
I need a girls night ASAP.
With the Notebook & Titanic and chocolate.
I got a purple glittery calculator.
Hopefully it will bring me good luck on my test tomorrow...
Stay Stay Stay by Taylor Swift is my happy song.
It seriously makes me so happy.
It's so happy & cute & innocent.
I adore it.
Would it be weird if I started saying kisses instead of bye?
Actually...
Don't answer that.
I'd look really stupid.
Oh well.
I might do it anyways.
You've gotta embrace your stupidness.
It makes everything alot more fun.
Not even kidding.
My legs are really smooth.
So soft...

Bye my darlings <3

XOXO (kisses) --Hannah

I'm known to walk alone but I'm alone for a reason

Hey loves.
So I had a very chill weekend and didn't go anywhere... But I was just getting ready for next weekend. Because it's my first ungrounded weekend in 3 months!!!!!!!!!! I'm free as of Wednesday!!!
So freaking excited.
Is it sad that I'm already planning what to wear?
And Christmas is in 16 days! How exciting is this?
Very exciting, I'm aware.
Andddd me & my sister might even be getting Iphones! <3
This just keeps getting better and better.

Oh yeah. And before I forget I would like to give a shoutout to the lovely people who decided to repeatedly ring our doorbell last night at 2 am. Thank you so much for waking me up. And being kind enough to wait 3 minutes before ringing the doorbell again just in case we didn't hear the first time,. How very thoughtful of you.
Probably my douche of an ex and his friends again... They ring the doorbell the same way everytime so it's a slight give away on their part. How smart are they?
Annoying people nowadays.  Not to mention I had just watched Don't be Afraid of the Dark before going to bed. I was slightly freaked out of those little creepy monkey/bat/rat things being underneath my bed and had a mini heart attack the second time they rang the doorbell since I just figured the first time it had been a dream and I imagined it.. And I like never get scared from movies or anything either. But those things were really really really creepy. Not even kidding.

Not that I'm listening to Strip by Chris Brown and totally dancing all by myself while I'm typing this... I really need to start getting out of the house more...

See how creepy they are! Don't lie, you totally just did a little mini gasp/scream.
Or maybe it's just me & the fact that I gasp/scream during movies... alot...
Not my fault I startle easily.

Anyways. You know what's really hot? When guys wear sweaters. And jeans. And match. Yum <3

I was just thinking about how I got to see Hunter Hayes live this summer. He's so cute <3 He really is. Go look at a picture of him. And he told me he wanted to make me feel wanted. How hot is that?

Now I'm listening to Rack City.

Dear Tyga's Voice,
Marry me?

Seriously. There is something insanely sexy about it, not gonna lie.
Although he seems rather cocky... And like a player.
*sigh* Aren't they always.

Hannah's List of Hottness.
When guys sing >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
When guys match >>>>>>>
When guys wear sweaters >>>>>>
When guys wear Vans >>>>>
When guys are smart >>>>
When guys are funny >>>>>>>>>>
When guys are confiden but not cocky >>>>>>>>>
When guys get along with your best friend >>>>>>>
When guys play with yoiur little brother >>>>>>
When guys dress in the preppy Abercrombie style >>>>>>>>>>>
When guys are tall & skinny but not too skinny >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
When guys text you goodmorning >>>>>>>
When guys call you gorgeous >>>>>>>
When guys play basketball >>>>>
When guys play soccer >>>>>>>
When guys play football >>>
When guys have abs >>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
When guys have kittens >>>>>>>>
When guys watch movies with you >>>>>>>

XOXO--Hannah

'cause he look like a superstar in the making

In.
Being ungrounded.
Cute North boys.
Christmas.
The fact that I'll be 15 in less than 2 months.
Cruises.
Wrapping presents.
Girls nights.
Dancing.
Long hair.
Brown eyes.
Auburn hair.
The new music coming out right now.
Salsaing.
Green Days.
Dark chocolate.
Target.
The mall right now.
Christmas Lights.
My mom's obsession with the song Santa Baby.
Pencil eyeliner.
Sweatshirts & Uggs.
Shimmer lotion.
Pure seduction <3
Being tan.
Va Va Voom by Nicki Minaj.
Braids.
The Twilight Score station on Pandora.
Gold.
Sweaters.
Dream catchers.
Pinterest.
The fact that my best guy friend called me last night >>>
Not seeing certain people every day.
My nose.
The things my brother says.
My eye makeup for Santa Switch.

Out.
Taking tests.
Finals.
Guys with blue eyes.
The fact that Drake hasn't put out a new song in forever.
Notes.
U.S History.
White days.
Girls at lunch.
Being dramatic over stupid things.
Soccer players.
Black.
Fake nails.
My hair today.
Graphing.
Trying to type with my fake nails.
This class.
Missing people.
The annoying people I get to deal with every day.
ALGEBRA 2.
The Song Gangnam Style. Most annoying thing ever.

XOXO-Hannah

Don't you worry, don't you worry child

That awkward moment when cute English class guy does read my post. Thanks to my so called best friend.... IN English class. Then awkwardly looks over at me with his cute brown eyes. *Sigh* Well this is awkward.
But I just thought I'd mention...
I'M UNGROUNDED IN A WEEK!
Sorry. Just had to get that out there. Anyways.

 Before Santa Switch with Emma

 French Manis

 The girls. This is my mom's terrible photography. Better pics later, promise.

 Emma & Jessica <3

 My puppy isn't cute when she's wet...

 Not that she's licking herself or anything...

 How adorable are we?

 I feel like I look like one of those trashy annoying girls on facebook posting a gazillion pictures of my self in this one...

Fishy face!

XOXO--Hannah

P.S

Now I really look like a trashy facebook girl... I was trying this time though. I have way to much free time... But I won't in a week. Because I'M UNGROUNDED!!!! Hello my lovely social life <3

Okay. Bye.

All that I know is I don't know how to be something you miss

Hello guys.
So Santa Switch was on Saturday. And I actually had alot of fun. Without a date. But I did slow dance with this super cute guy from my English class. Like super cute. With really cute brown eyes. Brown eyes <333333 But he was actually there with this sophmore girl as his date and she got mad when she saw us dancing so I kinda feel bad.  But he's cute & nice so it's whatever. And my best friend had him put his number in her phone & they were texting about me... Hmm.
North guys are so much nicer than Central guys. They're getting cuter too. Me & the guy I danced with got my bestfriend a guy to dance with. He was really cute too. Best friend award over here. I'll post some pictures from the dance later.
But anyways. That awkward moment when English class guy reads this post about him... Oh well. If I didn't talk about boys what would I have to say that would be entertaining... So freaking cute...
*sigh*

Hannah Thinks...
I'm ready for next year's Santa Switch already.
We even went to Cheeseburger in Paradise afterwards!
And then slept over at my friends house.
8 hours in my dress was long enough for me though.
And I made the musical!
It's Into the Woods & I'm in the chorus.
I'M UNGROUNDED IN 7 DAYS!!!!!!!
yayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayayay
My best friend says I get every guy I want.
Not true.
Most of the guys I want end up being douches anyways.
Me and my sucky judgment.
How sad is that.
My poor poor puppy had to get a bath...
She wears sweaters.
And one has balls on it!
I should probably being doing my laundry so I actually have clothes to wear.
The boys at North are definitely getting cuter.
I can't wait to be ungrounded.
Soccer players aren't that cute anymore.
Some people don't know how to dress.
When guys dress cute >>>
When guys have brown eyes >>>
And I can actually say that now.
Yahno.
Since my last boyfriend was a ginger w/ blue eyes.
Bleh.
I reallly really really really really really hate the song Payphone.
So much.
I want to look cute tomorrow.
Psh what am I saying?
I look cute everyday.
Jaykay.
I looked awkward today.
I'm not a cute sick person.
And I'm still lacking sleep from Saturday.
Even though all I did yesterday was sleep.
Finals are in a few weeks :/
My fake nails are getting annoying.
I'm so happy I switched to North.
Guess what guys?
My life is still boring right now.
But guess what?
It won't be in a week?
Because guess what?
I'LL BE UNGROUNDED!!!!
Go me.
I just sneezed and scared my dog.
Hehehehe.
I really need to get a life...
I'm such a dork sometimes.
Oh well.
It's hot.
Gotta love me.

XOXO---Hannah

I guess you didn't care & I guess I liked that

My sad grounded life won't be so sad or grounded in a couple weeks!
And I got my Santa Switch dress <3

Me & my lovely best friend <3 Better pictures later since I definately don't look my best...
But Anyways. It's almost Thanksgiving! There is something about this time of year that seriously just puts me in the best mood ever.
Like we went to the mall on Saturday so I could get my shoes and jewelry for Santa Switch and I loved it. There is something about the mall at Christmas time that makes me happy. So pretty.
But anyways.

Hannah Thinks.
The fact that Clique by Kanye West is me & my bestfriend's favorite rap song >>>
My puppy has a sweater.
Her sweater has balls on it!
My uncle lives in California.
Not even fair.
California is definately at the very top of my places to live list.
I kinda want to get my nails done for Santa Switch...
I need to get tan though.
But it's going to have to be a fake tan...
I burn to easily, especially if it's not even summer.
#whitegirlprobs.
That sad moment when I can never get my binder down from the top shelf in the cabinet in Bio.
#shortgirlprobs.
There's alot of those.
Like the fact that my yoga pants are way to long.
Even if I wear them with my 2 inch character heels. Still too long.
*Sigh*
I can't wait for Summer again.
Not that me and my friends will mock my ex or anything.
Including taking those fag like pictures with our shirts up in mirrors.
We're cute.
Songs with Nicki Minaj in them >>>
Alicial Keys "Girl on Fire" >>>
I've been eating alot of carrots.
I'm pretty sure I don't even like carrots?
Guys wearing sweaters >>>
Guys that can do flips >>>>>>>>>>
We see awkward people on our way to school.
Some people deserve to win the worst parenting award of the year.
I swear.
I want to live in a green house!
My U.S History teacher isn't here.
Yesss <3
I can just listen to the Taylor Swift album over & over.
Especially I knew You were Trouble.
My puppy is my bestfriend.
How lame am I?
I'm excited for Thanksgiving <3
My birthday is on a Friday!
He was long gone when he met me.
I <3 my princess dress.
My little brother is the cutest thing ever.
I don't want to watch this video...
My hair is poofed today.
Hehehe.

XOXO--Hannah

Tell me, am I crazy?

My sad grounded life... Special Picture Edition!! :D

 My new shoes <3 (and Alex)

 Kisses *mwah*

 We were mocking people... I've taught him well.

 The overdone peace sign...

Uhh.

 Well hello there.

 His face >>>

 We cuutee.

 His missing tooth!

Acting like a zombie?

XOXO-Hannah
~No Regrets~

Do you hear that love, they're playing our song

Hey lovelies.
So it's 9:12 on a Friday night... And guess what I'm doing? Blogging. Story of my sad grounded life. I mean, I love you guys, but still. I can think of many many things I would rather be doing right now.
Oh well. My sister who is only in 6th grade has a more interesting social life than me right now. *Sigh*
So I have a new obsession with the singing group He is We. Pure amazingness. <333
But anyways. So me & my bestfriend were catching up on our Salsa showchoir dance today in enrichment... And random choir people were coming and watching... Including super sexy junior band singer guy I talked about a couple posts ago. How the heck am I supposed to be salsaing when all I can see is his perfect face in the second row? Not my best work sadly.... I get distracted to easily.
At lunch almost everyone has a specific table they sit at every day. But they rearranged the commons so now the tables are all messed up and people keep taking our table... So I thought it would be the cutest idea ever to make a little reserved placecard we could put on our table while we were waiting in line so nobody could take it. Like I could make it all glittery & pink! But of course, some of they girls I sit with care too much about what people think of them and are all like "Nooo you can't do that people will be say we're preps and blah blah blah". So? Who really even cares? I've embraced it. It's not our fault we dress nice & are generally happy as people. I mean really. So I'm going to make a sign anyways. Aren't I a rebel.
I look so cute tall. I wore these boots with a heel today & looked adorable.

Hannah Thinks...
I'm so excited for Christmas!
Tall & skinny guys >>>
Too skinny guys <<<
(Although according to my mom I could just bring him food and fix that...)
I have been introduced to the world of hot black guys.
Not even kidding.
Yummy.
Especially after Thompkins where there was a total of 2 black guys.
And they were only half black.
And acted whiter than half of the other people at our school...
Me + High Heels = Adorable.
Not to sound conceited or anything.
Romeo and Juliet makes no sense.
Shakespeare really was a perv.
Seriously.
And Romeo was a player.
Sound like society today or is that just me?
Pumpkine spice lattes from Starbucks are actually orange...
Ratchet cheerleader buns...
Yes, I did just say ratchet.
Judge me as you please.
I probably deserve it.
I get to make a pumpkin pie!
I just want to quote all the lyrics to the song Dear John by Taylor Swift.
I would really like to tell a couple guys off right about now.
And so would several of my friends.
Stupid lying idiots.
My currently nonexistent & slightly dorky but cute at the same time boy >>>
You're out there somewhere <3

I'm so lame...

XOXO--Hannah

~No Regrets~

It feels like the perfect night to dress up like hipsters & make fun of our exes

In.
Red.
Fall.
French.
Leggings.
Romeo & Juliet.
Booties (the shoe).
Wobbling (the dance).
Pinterest.
Puppies wearing sweaters.
Cute & sweet but interesting boys.
Pumpkin Pie.
Pacsun.
Heated blankets.
Cherries.
The middle of nowhere.
Spoon rings.
Vintage.
Gold.
Long hair don't care.
My bestfriends.
Lucky Charms.
Mochas.
The guy I had my first kiss with...
Cruises!
Taking your bestfriend on the cruise with you.
All of the hot guys on the cruise.
Being stuck in the middle of the ocean with said cute boys on the cruise.
White ipods/iphones.
Glitter.
Cotton balling.
English class.
Grippos.
My binder.
Leather.
Pearls.
Taylor Swift.
Bruno Mars's new song.
Straight hair.
Dear John--Taylor Swift.
Nutella.
Cooking.
Siberian Huskies.
Jeeps.
Having a job.
A masquerade sweet 16.
I Won't Give Up--Jason Mraz.
Thanksgiving.
Paintings.
Blogging.
The cute sayings on Dove chocolate wrappers.


Out.
U.S History.
White.
Being cold.
Getting bored.
Ding-dong ditching.
Memories.
Getting too attached too fast.
All of the cute & sweet but interesting boys having girlfriends.
Sperry's.
Halloween.
Crying.
Annoying exes.
Stupid movies.
GYM.
Marshmallows.
Buses.
Awkward first kisses.
The Kardashians.
M&M's.
Prank calls.
North Guys (although they are growing on me).
Central Guys.
My height.
Rude people.
Not being able to drive.
Teachers.
Gangam Style.
Bugs.
Giving up on people.
Being too forgiving sometimes.
Cheaters.Cheaters.Cheaters.Cheaters.Cheaters.Cheaters.
Liars.Liars.Liars.Liars.Liars.Liars.Liars.Liars.Liars.Liars.
Being grounded.

XOXO--Hannah

~No Regrets~

Author of the moment, can you tell me, do I end up, do I end up happy?

Well hello their guys.
So Halloween was Wednesday, & even though I'm still grounded my parents let me have friends over & we walked around my neighborhood.
Then, of course, my douche of an ex had to come and be and idiot and ruin my night. Although I was already kinda a mess that day... I have my days.
But I always end up crying on Halloween. Seriously though. And I'm pretty sure he's the reason I started crying last year too... Although it was for a completely different reason and it wasn't something bad he did.. But oh well. Screw him anyways.
But he comes to my door, and of course after I look hot all night, I'm in my FREAKING PAJAMAS with wet hair when he decides to come to my house. Just my luck right. But my sister answers the door and he's like "Is Hannah here? Tell her -inserts his name here- said hi". Then they come and ring our doorbell again? Idiots...
But him and his friend who is also one of my best friends exes won't leave me & her alone. Their spreading these rumors about "stuff" we apparently did with them. Such liars. It's not my fault you're so insecure you have to make up stuff to make you look better since I'm pretty sure ALL that happened that night was us watching a movie & cuddling & kissing, if I remember correctly, which I'm rather sure I do? You seemed perfectly fine with that at the time. Go fall in a hole with your douchey friends.
And then they came & just rang my doorbell a couple times then ran and jumped in a car & drove off on Friday? Wow, aren't you mature. "Hey guys, let's go ring my (totally beautiful) ex girlfriends doorbell then run away for fun".
Wait, are we in 3rd grade again or something? Aren't you cute.
Okay done ranting. I promise.
So my current theme song is I Knew You Were Trouble. by Taylore Swift. Pretty much my life story. but really.
Her whole new album is amazing actually. I'm obsessed with the song 22 on it too.
I'm so excited Christmas is coming up! I've actually picked out some stuff already... Including a totally adorable pair of lightwash denim destroyed Bulhhead Black jeans with light glitter on the from Pacsun! I'm obsessed.

Hannah Thinks...
I hate writing papers.
football players all talk the same.
I need a Santa Switch date.
I suck at math.
I have a C in English.
Whatttt?
I used a blow torch this weekend.
Don't doubt me.
This suckssss.

XOXO--Hannah

~No Regrets~

Wild childs, looking good, living hard just like we should

Monday mornings suck. I never want to get out of bed.
I actually don't have to get up until 6:20 this year. But still. I need my sleep.
At least I have lunch next. But we still have an hour :/

I just now realized how much I actually like the song Marvin's Room by Drake.
Hmm.
God, why do I love my bestfriend so much? I miss her. Siiiigh. Emma, that is.
Because Emma didn't take my netbook or anything... ^^^

But Taylor Swift's new album Red is completely amazing.
Her song I Knew You Were Trouble is the best thing I've ever heard. And Sad Beautiful Tragic is really good too.

Die Young by Ke$ha is my happy song.
Is it bad that I think having a life like a Ke$ha song would be the funnest thing ever?
Parties, glitter, cute boys, being crazy (& slightly skanky) but not caring what anybody else thinks? I accept.
Too bad the city I live in freakin sucks.

Anyways.
I've come to the conclusion that I forgive to easily. And end up getting screwed over because of that. But really. Like a guy will do something really stupid, but I'll end up forgiving him after I get over the first couple weeks of being incredibly mad. I always just chill out & get over things and then when the guy comes trying to talk to me again at first I'm still kinda like "no, I'm still mad" but after about a week or two of them still trying to talk to me I get over it and just forgive them.
Stupidest thing ever to do. I mean, yeah sometimes even the good guys are going to mess up & you should forgive them. Then there's those idiots that you should never forgive ever. Stupid boys.
The only thing I won't forgive a guy for is cheating. Although I've never been cheated on, several guys have told me they didn't have a girlfriend while talking to me, and then later I would find out they actually did have a girlfriend and get to deal with her flipping out on me.
Or lying straight to my face. Which often goes right with saying they don't have a girlfriend on many occasions.
Stupid boys.
If you can't tell I am slightly irritated with the general male population for no apparent reason right now.
Okay. Enough venting for now.
Actually. Just kidding.
So I hate the fact that everyone still feels the need to fill me in on the whereabouts of my ex and what current girl he is talking to every other week. Although, it seems he hasn't been able to stick with one girl for more than 2 weeks, if even that, since we broke up. Hehehe.
Although I guess I can't really be talking since I haven't either. But still.
And back to people always telling me about him, I get it if its one of my best friends, because I'd rather hear it from them. But when the random girl sitting in front of me in English feels the need to inform me that he was hitting on her this weekend? I didn't need to know that, thank you very much.
Okay. Now I really am ranting. But he had his friend who is also my friend's ex ask his ex (my friend) for my number. Did he delete my number? Or get a new phone? And why did he all of a sudden want to talk to me again? My friend had to tell him I was grounded... So I guess I'll never know. But it's probably good I can't talk to him...

Okay. I am officially done ranting. For now.

Hannah Thinks...
It's almost Halloween!
I hate doing the laundry.
Music <333333
Stupid boys.
My best friend & I are going to open a cupcake & coffee shop.
It's going to be an un-mainstreamed Starbucks!
I hate how everything is going mainstream.
Even hating mainstream is becoming mainstream.
That's just sad.
I can't wait until I'm 18 & can get a tattoo.
Tomorrow's a white day!
White Day lunches >>>
All the cute boys in our white day lunches >>>
Including the sexy singer in a sexy band <3
And the hot varsity soccer player table.
Which just so happens to be right next to ours.
Purely a coincidence.
Well... mostly.
But Yumm.
It's Taco day too!
This just keeps getting better & better.
I kinda like the fact that no one at North but Emma knows my life story.
Makes things so much more interesting.
I saw a ginger pick his nose!
Me & my bestfriend about died laughing.
And now I'm cracking up again just typing it.
Hahahahahahah.
Stupid boy.

XOXO--
Hannah

~No Regrets~

I want something physical not something invisible, oh yeah, I'm tired of being good let's be bad

So I'm writing a memoir. Stupidest.Assignment.Ever. Seriously. I'm 14. What the heck is supposed to have happened in my life that is 4 page memoir worthy & changed me as a person?
Yeah. I know, Nothing. That's what I'm saying. I'm writing about my little brother. I adore that kid. I have over a page written so far...
So you know I'm not getting out much when I get excited about my Algebra II test. In my defense though, I had a 74.76% and thought I was going to do really well on the test which would really boost my grade. And it did. I now have a 79.56%. And guess what?! That rounds up to a B!!! Whoop whoop.
So yeah.
I reaallllllyyyy don't want to write this memoir. Like seriously. We read Night by Elie Wiesel in English & now we have to write our own memoir. Our student teacher in the class is so annoying. She's a sucky teahcer. I can't wait until we have our normal teacher back.

So. If you know me in real life, my friends know that I won't completely fall for a guy just because he's totally gorgeous if I've never even really talked to him.
But there's this guy at North... And he's gorgeous. Like in that indie punk rock band way. So super freaking sexy. I kinda talked to him at our choir concert last week... And oh my. I am like slightly obsessed. He's a junior... And... HE'S IN A BAND!!!!! That just makes him even hotter. He's the singer/guitarist... I mean... Just... Swoon.... But I listened to his band's single... the beginning part is this other guy in the band doing like screamo, but then the hot one comes in on the chorus and Oh My gosh I about died... He was beat boxing at our choir concert for one of the songs too.... Soooo sexy.
See. Slightly obsessed...
Oh well. At least I know I am.
So now it's singers over soccer players. So sorry all you soccer players out there, but you guys just aren't cutting it anymore.
I should really probably finish my memoir but I really don't want too :(
So I'm grounded right... And my best guy friend that goes to Central called me on my home phone yesterday. Isn't that the cutest? I hadn't talked to him in like a month so he decided to call me. He's like definately the sweetest/best guy I know. So we just talked for like an hour. I adore him.

In.
Guys that can sing. <3333
Bands.
Tyga.
Taylor Swift.
Choir.
Red.
Boots.
Sweet guy friends.
Mini hand sanitizers.
Songs that explain your life.
My little brother.
Piano music.
Jeans Jeans Jeans.
Goldfish (the food).
Huskies <3
White Day lunches.
Ogling (but discreetly).
Oxford shoes.
Watches.
On Wednesdays we wear pink.
Being single/Not talk talking to any guys.
Dancing.
Chinese food.
Playing hard to get.
Acing Algebra Tests.
Pink.
Leather.
Honey Nut Cheerio cereal bars.
Long eyelashes.
Francesca's.
Raspberry Frozen Yogurt.
Being tall.
Long hair.
Pearls.
Song lyrics.

Out.
Memoirs.
Student Teachers.
Eminem.
Acting black when you're white.
Gym class.
Fights.
Getting punched by a girl..When you're a guy.
Trash talking other schools on Twitter.
Sperry's (even though I wear them with khakis... but whatever).
Burns.
CHEATERS.
Pizza.
Mocking people.
Being cold.
People that don't understand anything.
Whispering.
Being secretive.
School pictures.
White nail polish.
Being 14 & getting with an 18 year old.
Awkward ears.
Ditching friends for boyfriends.
All the douchey sophmore guys that live here. (Not even kidding, most of them are).
Vandalizing other schools.
Getting your hair cut like a 5 year old.
Dating the girl with the haircut like a 5 year old.
A cute guy having a girlfriend.
Said girlfriend being a Norwegian model.
Not being able to compete with said Norwegian model girlfriend. *sigh*

Enough for today.
Have a nice night my lovelies.

XOXO--Hannah
~No Regrets~

And I'll look back in regret how I ignored when they said run as fast as you can